There's so much I want to say but I know you don't care. I have things I need to get out but when will I have courage to? I ask myself millions of times over, why did I ever think we would have a chance?  I always knew in the back of my mind we had no chance. I guess I should have listened to my head instead of my heart this time around. In the future will something change in your mind and in my...

There's a girl who might seem ok to the naked eye but deep inside she's had struggles to over come. As a young girl she looked up to the adults around her for protection, when instead in the 2-3rd grade one turned on her and sexual abused her multiple times. She hid the terror of what had happened behind the thoughts of being a woman. She lied awake at night terrified of the terror coming back to...

I never thought I would be able to get over him. Come to find out the quote “When god takes someone out of your life he’s only making room for another.” is real. Not many people see it but I finally saw the other door and ran for it. The door was more like a new view on life then an opportunity. It showed me I didn’t need him to be happy and able to smile. I took my new knowledge and used...

What happens when the one person you who can make you smile abandons you with no answers on why they did it? Do you look for someone new or hope that person comes back looking for you? Do stand there giving them everything you have to say you still need and want them? Or should you just walk away and tell them to kiss your behind?What happens when the one person you can tell everything tells one...

Maker of Apple has passed away from a long fight againist cancer. It sucks to know someone who made so much and updated our comuntions so much has passed away. Even worse, the most he will probably get is a RIP from Apple or maybe a placque. It's crazy to know he co-founded Apple, a huge company, out of a garage. "When you go we want you to know. We'll carry on. We'll carry on, and though your...

I have always wondered if I passed him up. If he was a random person I passed who said hi to me and I totally ignored him. Do I see him daily but he's waiting for me to make the first move? Is he that one guy I avoid in the hallway? Or is he the one guy I consider a brother but kinnda crush on? Is he the one guy I wouldn't give a second chance to while I wasted my time with another. Will he ever...

I thought we could work out our past and make it together. I was wrong. I'm gone for good there's no running back to me anymore. When you come back I'll be gone. I can't wait for you to decide you want me again. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough for you now. Just remeber you use to say I was pretty and beautiful when I felt like shit. Now when I feel pretty you try to put me down. I'm not letting...

I had a dream that my so called prince charming will come and rescue me from my pain and sorrow. I had another dream but more then once about him, the guy, I see him come up to me with that amazing smile of his and say: "I just can't stop thinking about you, I can't be away from you" and picks me up and wisk me away. Is any of this real and if so when will he come wisk me away. I just need my...

When you feel down remember there is always someone there to help you back up. When you don't feel like your self remember you can always find yourself again through family and friends. When you are having a fight with a boyfriend or girlfriend you can always turn to your best of friends for the comfort and strength. When you are having a family issue you will always have to special person weither...

Life is like an old dirt road. Sometimes its smooth, sometimes a little rocky, and some times you get stuck in a rut, but it always leads to another road! So what ever you do just remember when it comes time for the road to spilt take you chance and walk a new line. There will always be another road to head down, to either start in a new direction or continue on in what you are doing. It's just a...