I am not at all perfect. I know that. I don't believe in myself one bit. I am so insecure, guys. I don't know what exactly is wrong with me. I have felt this way for a while now. i don't even know why I bother living such a pitiful life, you know? It's just so pointless right now.In the end, whose choice should it be?To live or die?To exist or disappear?Everyone dies at a point;Run from death for...

At lunch, I now sit by the junior, who I am crushing on! He is so hilarious! I found out he has my lunch four days ago, and then I started sitting with him. He is fine with me sitting there, and he is actually pretty normal, and not all that perfect as most people made him out to be. He's not intimidating at all. He's so sweet, and adorable, and so 'effin cute!I wish I could tell him how I feel...

I could fill up this blog post with thousands of words, and bore you, but the truth is the word to describe, how I feel for this guy and how this guy makes me feel when I'm around him, doesn't exist. I just know. I want him. I got it bad. I have the hots for him. you name it.And he's so freaking funny! :D I WANT HIM. hmmm.....And you know what he said today when these two girls I was with and I...

It hurts to know that the friendship I had with her has ended. It hurts whenever I pass her in the halls, and we just stare at each other, like we weren't best friends until a month ago. It hurts. It hurts how fast I was replaced. It hurts so much. I know it shouldn't hurt as much as it hurts. I know I shouldn't have allowed myself to get close. Nothing good ever happens to me. Nothing. And when...

School is going to be the death of me.Today during third period, I have a music theory test. It's going to test my vocab of the music stuff that we have recently learned, and the key scales or whatever. From sharps to flats. I think the order of flats was BEADGCF, and the order of sharps has to be FCGDAEAB. I hope that's right, because I have yet to fail a test in high school -- well thats a lie,...

Right now I am just sixteen years old, but i know where I stand ten years or so from now. I know what I want to be. Some people at my age are still undecided, but I feel that I have come to a conclusion.I really want to be a Psychologist. I already know how many years I have to go to college for. Like seven years or so.It's something I really want to do. I like to help people. I like to give...

:D My mother - wonderful mother she is - bought my a chocolate muffin. It's huge. REAL HUGE!And it's yummy. Like an orgasm in my mouth. O.o totally stole that line from fellow friends. lol.But anyways, this muffin is chocolate....right we got that part down already...and has chocolate chips! :DI have two of them. One for now, and one for tomorrow. :DDMmm.. just put some in my mouth right now, and...

This afternoon while eating my hershey pie from Burger King, I sat down on the couch, watching television. Nothing big, right? No. No. It's huge. So, I turn it on. I put on the episode, which I recorded of Law and Order: Special Victims Unit. I should have never watched it. It depressed the freak out of me.One, Christopher Meloni is no longer there. He's gone. Forever. Never coming back. He didn't...

The Neurobiological Approach: Views human behavior by the neuro(nerves cells in the brain) and the biological (make-up of the body) as a means of explaining human behavior.The behavior approach: believes human behavior is the result of rewards and punishments. B.F. Skinner is associated with Behaviorism.The Humanistic Approach: takes the stance that all people are innately good and we have the...

THIS JOURNAL UPDATE IS DEDICATED TO FANGSANGEL!Corpus Callosum:4 lobes within our brain. divider line between the 2 hemispheres.Bundle of fibers that connects right and left hemisphere of the brain, allowingcommunication between the two.Located on both sides of the brain.Temporal Lobe:Highly associated with speech, hearing, and memory skills.Houses Hippocampus(area of brain associated with...