My mom keeps bashing me. She keeps calling me an elephant, a hippo, etc. My insecurity level keeps rising. I cant even look in the mirror anymore without being disgusted. I hate myself more and more each day. She keeps calling me hiteous; saying how she wants me to die....She's never accepted me..I've never been anything good. She always judges me. I've been suffering from depression since i was...

I feel so alone. I feel like no one cares about me. It honestly hurts. Sometimes, i just want to kill myself and end the pain. But i dont have the strength to. I want to talk to someone about it, but i dont have anyone. My boyfriend is always busy, and i dont want to be a bother to him. My friends,..well i dont have any. I cant stop thinking about Ryan, Kevin, and Rob. They're all evidence that...