Alright, new topic, family. Mine isn’t amazing. I was abused as a child by my brothers. My mother was always working to support us because my father is a piece of shit who wasted his money on alcohol and club hopping. If he was angry enough, he got violent. No one believed me when I said my brothers were hitting me, so I got it worse.Everything kicked into overdrive when my sister was born. All...

So, my ex texted me today. Awesome luck -.- I had no intention whatsoever to talk to him ever again, but I did for about 10 minutes. I texted my best friend/boyfriend/fiancé and he said to ignore him. I wanted to curse my ex/rapist/abusive whore out, but I love my boyfriend with all my heart. Throughout the past year and a half, since the first day of freshman year when I met him, he's been...

So yesterday, I was hanging out with my recently broken up with ex. I’ve been trying to ease him out of the relationship because he was in denial that I didn’t want to be with him anymore. We’ve been doing fine, I haven’t been really talking to anyone else in a way that I would feel guilty that anything would happen, but because of what I feel for someone else, I hadn’t really eased him...

The memories haunt me like a broken record. The laughs, the cries, the pokes, the noms, the hits, the smacks, the kisses, the hugs, the smiles, the love, the pain, the lust. All of it I would give up just to have you here and know that you’ll never leave my side. We’ll make more memories, laughs, cries, pokes, noms, hits, smacks, kisses hugs, love, pain, and lust and more because all we need...

So, my best friend has a gf now. Idk what to think. I love him and I don’t want to tell him I’m jealous because I don’t know how he’d take it. I want to be happy for him but I can’t, not when he’s not with me. But I owe him that much. I mean, I’ve been with other guys for as long as we’ve been friends and he’s always been there for me. I should be there for him. I want to be, but...

I miss you terribly and I want to see you and be with you and youre not here and that kinda hurts s yea, there is a problem. It's like, I want to know everything that you're doing and feeling and that's just not my place. I feel out of place with you, like we're trying to be something we're not. I think I'm in love with you, so idk what to do. I'll talk to you whenever. Or maybe not. I love...

Well, i missed try outs, but last year, i used to drift off and dream about how i would enter the talent show and sing to you. Every time I had the dream, it was a different song. either Breaking Benjamin or one of the songs we used to sing walking down the street or something like that, and donavon would be there and you and jovan and roberto and donavon would realize i was singing to you and not...

You're so close. Having so much fun together, not knowing or caring whose talking about you and saying whatever they want. You're always together, talk 24/7, and don't have secrets. You have all the best times and laughs in the world together, and then, they're gone. Gone with the wind, never to be seen again. The most you do with eachother anymore is talk on the computer, but other than that,...

So, I really want to learn Japanese. Like, I've made some progress watching some anime and, ya' know, looking up broken Japanese on the internet, but I really wanna learn!! I know basics and what not, but I want to e able to speak more than a few phrases and words, ya' know? I could ask my Asian friend (I say Asian because I don't know his specific race but he speaks Chinese and Japanese) but I...

So, I have this thing/problem/thing. Yes, it's relationship wise, but hear me out, please, I need advise. I broke up with one guy (Omari) for another (Donavon). See, now, here's my issue, I love both of them. I broke up with Omari about (almost) 2 months into the relationship for Donavon whom I had just met. Me and Donavon have now been dating for about 11 months. Yes, 11 months. So I'm going to...

"The Butterfly Project- every time you feel like cutting, draw a butterfly on your wrist/arm. Name the butterfly after the people/person that got it there. You cannot scrub the butterfly off and if you cut while the butterfly is there, it dies. Don't let the butterflies die. "I think this is the most creative thing ever. Idk, I love writing on the skin thats not marked up so maybe its just me. I...

I wish I could talk to you again, ask you what I meant to you and if anything you used to tell me was true. I want to know how we ended up that way, like this, distant. If I came out the blue and asked you what I should have asked you before, would you be surprised? Would you take time to listen to me; answer my questions? How can I? It's 2 years too late and about 3 years too soon for me to talk...

Our story is worse than my last, on the count of, it's been more than a year now, and I still can't seem to get over you. The bad part is that for the past year, you've been avoiding me in every way possible, and I've been wanting to talk to you. I failed so many times but I never gave up and I didn't know why. I broke up with you, that should be the end, but it wasn't over for me. You did...

So our story is crazy. From the moment I felt your presence, the day you say that you saw me, I knew it was trouble. I never told anyone this, but there was a presence there of someone that I would grown to love and care for. I didn't exactly know who it came from, but it was definitively there.I spent so much time with the wrong people until you and I finally spoke. I remember exactly how, where,...

I miss our long talks and hugs. The way we were ourselves with each other no matter what anyone else thought. The way we loved eachother and knew it, but kept our friendship pure. How we had long walks and could talk for hours about total nothingness. The story of us was hectic and confusing, but it was us and I loved it. I loved everyday spent with you and I loved who we were together. We fought...

I like meeting people who are like me, it makes me feel cool. Like I know someone who thinks like me and I can actually talk to. It's like I can talk to them about stuff and hear they're thoughts about it and know that they're saying something that I am thinking and they can talk me into listening to myself. I need more people like this though because I don't like to dump everything on one person...

I'm a poison,You're tempted to try me,But people will take me away.If you get your hands on me,And drink me,You will surely die.I taste amazing,But the sweetness,Masks the deadliness.I don't know I'm poison,But I learn it with some of the people,Who give into temptation.I don't mean to be poison,I just think if you're juice,People will drink you like nothing.Poisons aren't hard to come across,But...

Making love isn't about pleasure,And it should not be selfish.It isn't about "fucking" the other person,And if it's considered "fucking,The love isn't there.Making love shouldn't be about how loose or tight the girl is,Or how big or small the guy is.It's not about what other people will think of you when they hear about it,Or how you think the other person will feel about you afterwards.Making...

So many thoughts and dreams and hopes. I need to make things seem better than what they are, but I don't see that happening very soon. I need to have security, something I can tell people is mine. It's hard when you don't even know who you are some of the times. Like you're trapped in a room while someone else is inside your body. Not being able to control, what you do or say. It makes you feel...

I think about the future happiness and the past pain. The rising of my hope and failure if my dreams. The tragedies that have been pressed upon me, but the blessed soul of a kind heart. I couldn't ask for better friends, but I can't say the same for anything else. I am a person so yes I mess up, but I am human and that is what makes us see ourselves for who and what we really are. When the time...