Disorders

I think it is horrible that some people have a mentality that revolves around making a mockery of things like depression and other disorders. I study them, have seen them for real, have had them for real, and it’s not cute. It’s not a fun thing that you can get a popular out of. If you’re proud of not going outside or “conforming” to society by leaving your fucking room then I dont know...
August 11th, 2013 at 04:11am

Sex

Everytime I think of sex, all I can picture is ugliness. I think it’s the most ugly thing people can do with one another. All I can think about is rape, and women who do it to feel pretty, and men who do it to feel successful. I think it’s the saddest misuse of a person’s body, especially if you love them. I think about kissing. I think about soft, smiling lips. I like kissing, and touching...
August 10th, 2013 at 12:58am

Boy Interrupted

I think that it is terrible that I have to eat to stay alive. I think about it almost all the time. Almost all day long. Sometimes when I eat pizza, I rip it into pieces, and squeeze the pieces to get rid of the grease. I feel it on my fingers and I feel nauseous. When I eat a sandwich, there is a voice that tells me those two pieces of bread and the thin film of peanut butter holding them...
March 9th, 2013 at 10:44pm