following the death of football legend Gary Speed this morning I've been thinking a lot about suicide, what drives people to have so little hope that they feel ending their life is their only option, I've always hated suicide because of people I've lost to it but I have also contemplated it more than once, my problem today is that since speed's death was suicide a lot of people have been saying a...

hey, allow me to introduce myself, I'm James Clover and my life is complicated, I don't know what to do with myself lately, life's stressful because I'm not working and it's difficult to find work lately, I'm also worried about my looming doctors appointment to find out if I'm bipolar, but on the other hand I've finally met someone and she makes me happy, so life is a mixed bunch lately, not...