There really is a way into the white, when you're down in the blue...
Chad.He's been on my mind a lot lately.It's been one year and almost four months since he made his decision.1 year, and 4 months since he left his only daughter,and the rest of his step children behind.I miss him so much.I miss hearing him walk in the doorand thinking 'Good God...the giants home.'I miss him just being here.Sure life is good,and I'm certainly probably happier than ever.But I would...
May 17th, 2008 at 05:18pm
How can you like so many people at once?
Logan, Todd, Dane?I love them all so much.And not just as friends.Lets start with Dane:He's amazing.Gorgeous.Funny.He has eyes that I could stare into forever.Nice.Available.Ugh...words can hardly even describe him!He. Is. Just. Amazing!Todd:Nice.Funny.Wonderful.Gorgeous.Available.Logan:Hot.Funny.Fun.Available.Nice.Wonderful.Amazing.I just don't know what to do.I like them all.Practically love...
May 5th, 2008 at 02:40am
This is it for me
Prom=this saturday, 8:00Me=going with Brennan as a friend as a sophmore.My mom=bitch.Brennan, the coolest guy in the world, asked me to go to Prom with him this year, because he didn't want to go alone.I explained this to my mother, and what did she do? Freak the fuck out.Why can't she just be happy for me that I'm actually going to Prom as a sophmore? Most parents would be. But no.Instead she has...
April 24th, 2008 at 11:15pm
They Think I Have Problems...
And want me to go talk to a shrink again.I've already been there once.And it didn't work out.I dont like the guy, I think he's a freak.I don't want to go back...in fact. I refuse.If somethings bugging me,and I wont tell them,then why the hell would I tell some freaky guy that I dont even know.They dont understand, I dont talk about my problems.Not that I really have any right now.They've thought...
January 23rd, 2008 at 12:36am