Wow...the last entry was listed as two years ago. Pretty sure it's coming up on three, to be honest.What do I even put in this? I guess we'll start with the basics?Back in May, I came out fully as a Nonbinary-Transman. Er..a Femboy, I think, would be the easiest way to put it. There's literally NOTHING masculine about me..Still engaged and I have absolutely no idea if or when I'll finally be able...

Well, it has been about five months since my last update. I have not, honestly, wanted to login for a while. Much of the love I have for this site is from old flames and being on here is but a reminder. So, pardon my absence.~1•~ Derek and I are engaged~2•~ In the next few months, Derek and I intend to move from our home in GC, IN. I have spent almost my entire life here, however. I would be...

Going to start off by saying I am TERRIBLE at surprises for my boyfriend. Keeping them anyways.So, every year my boyfriend and his friends try to go to all of their favorite conventions. This year, we went to Anime Crossroads in Indiana.Next year, we're going again but as characters from Fate Stay Night.2018 is Gencon (game convention).90%+ of our group plays League of Legends, myself...

So, first and foremost I want to say that it wasn't a bad thing as to what happened last weekend.We dropped my boyfriend's son off at his mom's (cause she finally wanted to see him after 3 months) and then we came home. My daughter's grandma (her father's mom) bailed on us and so my little one was home.After her bedtime, Derek and I made dinner and watched some movies. It was cute. Well, I decided...

It's been quite a while, since I was last active on this site. I've had a lot going on and I guess I just...I dunno. I haven't had wifi in about a year, but now that I do I want to try and be a little more active.My creative writing streak has pretty well left me. Enough so, anyways, that I think my editor is probably going to give up on me soon. I just can't seem to keep a story going. Nor can I...

My chest got really heavy and felt like someone was sitting on it. If I leaned forward, I was fine. I took a couple alieve, thinking it was my back because it's been driving me nuts for a few days.I keep getting a sharp pain on the right side just below my rib cage, as well as a pressure clear down to my hip from there. It's starting on the left side. I can feel my heart strongly in my stomach.No...

Time for s sappy post. Don't care who reads it, if anyone, but this is directed towards the ones I've known since the first day of school, if not before.I remember when we were in day care, how a lot of you were brutes. You were either super kind or quite evil. We would play, nap, eat, watch movies, and then drive each other nuts.In kindergarten, everything was new again. We didn't know what it...

Joan has been found!!She was hiding out in Crawfordsville, IN when they found her.She is in police custody.Thank you to anyone and everyone who helped to find her.It was her face being put all over the web that helped. Family recognized her right away and called the authorities.She had changed her name to something a little more hidden / covert, trying to stay under the radar.Unfortunatly, we do...

I'm not sure how well any of you may be able to help, but we are all very desperate to find her. I've known Joan since she and her older sister moved here from Georgia. Over that past 6+ years, I've watched her rise and fall. She is in a dark place right now and is scared because she has made some bad choices.@joanwarren965 is her Instagram. She is also added on my Facebook. Please help us find...

Wow, it's been a while since I've posted on here. I have a few topics for you, including a video update on Youtube. I will go ahead and post that now.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWInLyFLDDE[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nWInLyFLDDE[/youtube]So, yesterday marked week two of Erin's life so far. Time has passed by so quickly.Well, I have some good news and some bad news.Good-Erin is...

So, I failed my first glucose test last week on Friday. I had to go back today and do what was supposed to be a three hour and ended up being a four hour. They took blood four times, today. Once on my right arm, in the same spot that they usually do. The reason why that hurt so bad, today, though was because they used that same spot last week and then a week or so before when I had my glucose and...

So, Kenny and I just finished Season 1 of Bates Motel a few days ago. It was rather intriguing. Yes, we watched it on Netflix. This is why it went by so fast. It airs on AMC, as well, but we both really like being able to stretch out in our room and be comfortable with PRIVACY. That seems to be a concept that fewer and fewer people seem to be able to grasp....Anyways, the show was really cool. I'm...

So, it's been decided.If I can find someone to work on my spine, after the baby is born, I will.My upper back seems to be aligned normally, but my lower back arches WAY too much to the right.I used the Shiatsu Massage Chair that I'd purchased for my father, a couple years ago, yesterday. In order to use it on my lower back, I had to lean far to the left.To put it in perspective, let me put it this...

Okay, so I'm going to start a story on here. Not really sure how this is going to work out.At first, I'd thought about doing a Slash story, but I think I'm going to stick to the title.Since Kenny and I got back together, got married, and are now having a child...I just view things like this differently. It's not so much that I see it as wrong, but it just isn't something I care to involve myself...

So, I finally get to make my Belle's Macaroni Mayhem for the household. There's about nine of us here, tonight, so I had to make two pans.I've already been told that the smells from the oven are making people hungry. :)The anticipation is killer! It's not so much that I am all to worried about if they like it or not, though that will determine how often I do or do not make the dish, but I'm just...

So, I've gotten to where I'm dealing with every day rib and back pains.I have Lordosis, which is where 1+ of my vertebra is wedge shaped. This has made my spine misaligned and caused many issues.My doctor strongly recommended physical therapy, to make it more likely that I'll be able to have a regular labor. At this point, however, we are also at the understanding that I may have to have a...

Okay, update on the baby from today's appointment now that my cell is charged enough to. Haha.First off, IT IS A GIRL!!!Docs changed their prediction on the due date from June second to June 28th.So, all the organs are there and growing normally. Her heart rate is good.She started to suck her thumb while we were about half way through the ultrasound. Took a while, since she had her head by the...

I'm down to my core. I haven't been this emotionally exposed since I was a child. It's not necessarily a negative thing, however. It's nice for my husband and for the family to be able to see me without my walls or barriers up. But it also makes mildly abrasive comments or words seem very harsh and hurtful, which can make things rather emotional.Past few days were what kind of broke my walls down...

So, it's been a while since I've been on Mibba. A LONG while actually.Well, I don't really know where to start.I've lost about three relationships here recently and all about a week apart from each other. I lost Kenny's friendship, Kait's friendship, and now Leim's but I'm enforcing that one.I'm not sure what has been going on with a few of the people around me but I was just trying to be nice and...

Okay, so how about a bit of an update for you.So, what to report?OH! Well, I could give you a funny. I was at Sharla's house for a couple days, the 8th and the 9th, and the weirdest thing came up.Sharla came up to me in the pool and said, "Hey, don't take this the wrong way, but my grandma thinks you're pregnant".I look over at her and say, "You think I'm pregnant? THANKS FOR CALLING ME FAT!"I...