The Worst Part...

The worst part is knowing that things can never be the same, with anyone or anything. Lost friendships, friends become strangers, boyfriends become ex-boyfriends, and the past seems like a false reality. Everything you ever loved, taken away from you in one measly breath. And you can't make him or her love you again, you can't make that friendship mend, you can't get any of it back, because what's...
November 3rd, 2013 at 05:46pm

Ex-boyfriends, Falling in Love, and Wanting More

The hardest thing about having an ex is telling yourself you’re over that person and then having to be honest with yourself. You’re not over him or her, until you find someone who makes you want to move on. Once you find that person, you’re ready to fall, enjoy the ride, and take in all the perks of dating or having a significant other. But it takes time to find that person and the journey...
October 21st, 2013 at 10:06pm

Being Single

One of the hardest things of being single is the longing, the longing for something more. I've gotten to a point where I know to be in a relationship is a want and not a need. I don't need anyone to make me feel happy, complete, or beautiful because I am sure of who I am. I long to experience everything again, to fall in love, and have those "little things" to look forward to daily. I long to have...
October 19th, 2013 at 12:23am

Closure?

I just started talking to my ex again and we basically agreed to become friends again, as long as our relationship is left in the past. It just feels so god damn strange to be talking to him. I told him I want to be friends because I miss being there for each other. He's honestly one of my best friends, my best guy friend even. It's going to be really hard for me to continue talking to him and...
May 19th, 2013 at 01:32am

Clarification

I talked to a close friend of my ex yesterday, and got some answers. First, he broke up with me because he thought we wouldn't see each other a lot while he is in college. (It's funny because I have a job and am getting a car soon, so I could visit). Second, he can't fully commit to a relationship yet but I can. Third, he has confrontation issues so that explains him ignoring me. Finally, he likes...
May 17th, 2013 at 05:58pm

Heartbreak, personal rant

I'm not going to write another poem, so I'm just going to vent my feelings about my breakup on here. Say what you wish, but I don't care. Here we go.I hate getting out of a breakup and losing all sense of self-worth, almost forgetting my identity and what I meant to myself before I was in a relationship. I hate feeling worthless and pathetic without him, despite knowing the truth. I deserve...
May 16th, 2013 at 02:41am

Story Update- Here We Go Again

Alright so I thought I'd let my readers know what my schedule is going to be for writing and posting chapters. First of all, I will most likely be posting more on the weekend than the week. I get so much homework during the week that I barely have free time. I may be spending time with friends and family on the weekend but I will be sure to make time for it. If I end up not updating as much...
November 7th, 2011 at 02:27am