My friend told me by the time I'm 29 I will die, I hope she's right because though I've only been around for 19 years I already hate living. So far it's just been a bitch finding a reason to wake up every morning. Oh well no one cares I'm just writing this for my own amusement. If I can be honest I only do any thing for my own sake, I learned a long time ago no one gives a shit about me I only kid...

Well I'm board as hell, just took my SAT today and I'm feeling positive about it the practice book was harder. I'm also not feeling so well been feeling sick for the past week, and I must of sounded awful because the administrator watching the class I was in asked if I felt well enough to continue the test because of my coughing. Another thing a girl sitting next to me commented that I looked...

Well currently in my life I finally finishing this nasty relationship I have with my mother. Basically 12 years have past since she destroyed my childhood, I'm not kidding every year since I was five I was in court at least once or twice a year. The worst time was when I was 10 I missed an entire week of school because of a cort battle. I don't think I can blame her for this maybe it's just my...