I KNOW I'M LIKE A MACHINE BUT I STILL HAVE
dreams.
16/10/10= I have just preordered happiness everyone. I hope you immediatly understand that means that i have per-ordered the california 2019 danger days box set. And further more, i hope you know that Danger Days; the true lives of the fabulous kill joys is my chemical romances new album :D :D :D
PLUS! I've seen the video clip! AND I'M IN LOVE. IM CAPTURED. MY ATTENTION IS SECURED AND YOU BETTER NOT TAKE THE GIRL GOD DAMMIT.
13/10/10= It's been awhile, But here goes.
Dear world, I am going to write a book. Keep your eyes peeled for Bella Grace, or some other crazy motherfucking alias shit.
29/7/10=GUESS WHO FUCKED UP?
not me for once.
actually. yes me. but
i kinda dont know how i did it.
erk.
BRAIN IMPLOSION :O
3/6/10= I just want everyone to know that my best friend is coming over today, and I am forcing her to watch LOTRs and we will eat cheeseburger pizza and buy 200 worth of keyboard :D ONE. FINE. DAY!
and also, i want everyone to know that everytime i talk to someone i have the urge to say, "how are you, my fine feathered friend?".
You should all be proud of my self control and regular greetings today XD
speaking of this greetings that been mentioned, today the sister of my sister, which is also that who is me, is speaking of the accent of the russia on this day that is the day preceeding the one which comes next.
Thats my russian accent in words :D
I did it the other day, till mummy said she'd call the KGB to take me back home XD
1/6/10= Pinchapuncha firstdaymuntha.Pornstar by Amy Meredith. Awesome Sydney band. We love this.
EXAMS ARE DONE! AS OF TODAY I HAVE A FIVISH/SIXISH DAY HOLIDAY :D :D :D :D :D
im soo tired, and i gotta go school anyways. i may cry if i dont get my art done. i may actually cry :O
20/5/10= Gotta love going to work when I have to be preparing for exams that start on monday and have two assignments due in tomorrow :D
furkkkkkk....
Also, I hate exams :O am gorna fail them :( cause i was worrying about my choir concert on sat night and not them, and then i realised THIS week that they are NEXT week. furk.
Apparently I also have dispicable language. who me? XD
so here I am procrastinating like a mad dog :D
I am sooo tired and I want that freaky chick whos on tv's clothes.
Ew work. EW!
13/5/10= so THIS is love...
got a new skirt today and its SOOOOOO pretty... i love it i love it i LOVE it :D
my sister is disgustingly rude and bogan. gee arr oh es es.
anndddddddd im enthusiastic about art after seeing the perspectives exhibition today.
5/5/10= Time for an awesome reccomendation :D
Follow this link and your ears will seriously love you. This is a friend of mine. Awesome. Funny. and an absolutely amazing singer.
you say, sure, you're biased.
i say rightio, go ahead and think that if you like, just give him a listen. i think he's actually great :)
Oh and BTW, i want to make a new signature right? but where do you get all these avatars from?
26/4/10= too fucking shy man. too fucking shy!
i shoot myself in the leg everytime i DONT open my mouth.
ewies.
and the most awkward bbq today. freaking old friend of mine invited me to it, to be fair i was at his house so its not hell out of the blue, but like... it was so bad who was there hey.
my best friend, her other best friend who i dont think likes me. best friends ex who is a dickwad all over. couple who had been dating for three years and JUST broken up and had all sorts of issues. the two guys who like my best friend. THE ben. harley who's COMPLETELY quiet and his girlfriend amy who's my mate. but heres the deal right? the only kid i KNOW besides the guy who invited me and my best friend is amy. And amy and me are like... nerds. no offence. thats just what we are. These kids are THE cool kids.
and im just sitting there, and im like, hey i'll be good, ill face out towards the oval where i wont have any awkward eye contact with ben just to save this from being any MORE awkward... and the fucker goes and plays footy. what is this huh?
and then i face th other way after i realise im looking at him being attractive too much, and he gets up and moves directly where im facing.
i hate it when its awkward!
and whats worse is it was probs all coinkydink hey. like ill be kidding myself that he wanted me to look for like a week before i reclue in to my status as a rebound fuck XD.
but probs hey, his ex didnt take him back XD
oryeh, forgot to say hey, but ben did text back, and he didnt have any credit before so it wasnt AS bad, he was just like... hung up on my ex hey. friends brue? and im like expected, we gorn be friends or be those people who dont talk hey? and no reply.
so option two. no talking.
and he's still a dog for ignoring me.
shrugs. APATHETIC FEELINGS ABOUT THE WHOLE DEAL :D
23/4/10=I officially have a job! I'm a waitress at some cheap mexican place :D It's great!
The hottest guy on earth came in yesterday and I was like OH MY GOHD OH MY GOHD OH MY GOHD and just begging him to hit on me. does that make me desperate or does that make him the hottest guy on earth?
Anyways, he didnt hit on me, and neither did his cohort of hot young things... I blame their girlfriends being with them. Girlfriends suck. There should be single guys still around.
And while we're on the topic, EX GIRLFRIENDS ARE FUCKING OUT TO GET ME! why do they not understand the EX part? This is the millionth time I've been dumped uncerimoniously on my ass for a fucking ex girlfriend. I hate them all. I figure they should stop existing to the guy once they become an ex.
or maybe i hate boys? WHO knows?
Also my throat is killing. Im over being sick and I only just started today :O
ALSO ALSO!!!! Countdown is COMPLETE. FINISHED. DONE. NO MORE. Im so sad. I hate the last chapters :S I almost cried.
20/4/10= :O
I ACTUALLY UPDATED!!!!
consider me a freaking GENIUS.
I updated Countdown for the first time in months.
and the bonus is here that i have the final two chapters typed, spell checked and ready to go, so no more waiting on my slack authorness!
Im also so good that I have the summary written to the sequel already.
Which is yet to be named :S
It's a really kinda twisted tale, and it wasn't made to be cutesy, but to make a statement, look for it :)
Also school started today :S
Also also the dockers lost :S so they're defeated, but like... Saint Kilda was never gonna be a win, and we got closer to beating them then all the other teams; 15 points off! Three goals for a win! Two goals and four behinds even!
well done.
18/4/10= rrraaahhhhh!
the dockers are playing st kilda... THE DOCKERS ARE PLAYING SAINT KILDA AND I DONT KNOW THE SCORE AND I CANT FOLLOW RADIO COMMENTATORS AND MUM HAS DIBS ON THE TV!!!!
RAHHHHH!
AND THEY'RE STILL PLAYING SO THE SCORES AREN'T ONLINE!
AHHHHH!!!
I may die from suspence! I could DIE!
and also, i have nothing to distract me from thinking about it :S
15/4/10= Oh, and the Dockers are second on the ladder, and are the only team besides Saint Kilda that remains undefeated in the entire AFL. Next game is Dockers v. Saint Kilda. Stay undefeated boys. You're kings this year.
15/4/10= Yo, it's Bella, and I'm listening to The Young Veins. Have you ever wondered what happened to panic at the disco?
Well, The Young Veins is what happened to the Ryan Ross and Jon Walker half anyways. They have picked up Andy Soukal on bass, Nick Murray on drums and Nick White on keyboard, while Ross has moved to lead vocals and rythm guitar and Walker now holds the spot of lead guitarist.
(Brendon Urie and Spencer Smith have continued Panic At The Disco with new temperary additions Ian Crawford on guitar and Dallon Weekes on bass and Im also lovin their song New Perspectives)
If you liked Panic's Fever You Can't Sweat Out, I'd like to warn you this is completely different. You might not like this at. all. But it's worth a try. I personally loved Fever but I honestly think this band is gonna make an album a million times better. The album is due out June 8th and is called Take A Vacation. I have the date marked on my calendar and I cannot wait.
Even If it ISN'T better then Fever, I thought it was a whole load better then Nine In The Afternoon, which is the only song I listened to of the last Panic album (so I'm not attacking the whole album, cause naturally I don't know it). I was so bored by the fusion of the two deffinate seperate styles that like a lot of people I boycotted the band.
Too me it was like they searched through and took the mildest parts of Fever and the mildest parts of the beatles music and lumped them together as one musical idea, and while the song was good, it lacked the vivaciousness and energy that are the signatures of each seperate sound. The substance the Panic line up brought was innevitable but it was still lacking something integral. It was the same fabric but they'd used bleach instead of colourstay. Panic's colours had run.
The Young Veins are now persuing an honest and raw sound, which is accompanied by the honesty and life of Ross' lyrics.
It's a complete success. The life that was lacking in the half half Nine is present in this one hundred percent tribute to sound and emotion. I keep saying the word honesty, this suggests that either I could benifit from a thesaurus or that in some obscure way this music really is just that, honest.
The sound is lively, fun and bordered by Ross' blunt intelligent lyrics, and while reminiscent of the beatles it is truly their own.
At the moment the song Change is being given by the band to listeners and is available for free legal download. I recomend you give it a try. (the lyrics are avaible on The Young Veins Myspace which is the link I've given you. helpful Bella :D)
Expecially if you love the real sound of The Beatles.
Other songs that you can listen to by The Young Veins are Young Veins(Die Tonight) and The Other Girl
Don't just discount me as a Ryan Ross fangirl and leave it at that. Ryan Ross is an amazing lyricist and singer and I don't know anything about guitar so I can't comment there, but I don't want his babies. I want Gerard Way's babies :D
I am one hundred percent a Young Veins fanatic. This sound is amazing, and deserves people who love music to support it. Forget about who, when, why, or where and listen to the amazing music with an open mind. This is music that means something, regardless of who wrote it, and it's music that means things that make me, and probably you, happiest.
Also, expect some news on Yves Klien Blue, the new Panic! At The Disco and Amy Meridith. For the moment all you need to know is that they're great. Dive right in.
11/4/10= I have a cut on my tongue :O
which bring me to my next point, jane is actually adorable XD
how do these connect?
jane made pasta today, and she decided that the most effective way of getting the sauce out of the jar was to smash it with another jar XD
my tongue was cut by a stray glass shard. and im pretty sure i swallowed one :O we stopped eating about then.
but ehs allll goohd :D
hana brang the mighty boosh over the other day. epic.
and we watched splice the other day before that :D spliced is the. best. show. EVER.
i have six episodes on the tivo to watch :O SO EXCITED!
and and and
surf life saver thinks im hot XD
today is pretty freaking great.
especially when we couple it with the realisation that im moving out of this country in a year and a half, so i dont even begin to care about what anyone here (here being australia) thinks of me. ima do whatever i fucking want.
new lease on life bitches XD
Monday 5/4/10= Ive been talking to a shitload of people (to Kyle) and the general consensus by 100 percent (Kyles vote) is that ben is a dog.
i dont care anymore.
honest to god. he can fuck himself, im sick of waiting for a message that'll never come.
its not even like its a hard question.
"do you still like me, if not, let me know. I like to know where I stand"
do you think thats hard? i do NOT think thats hard. I think ben cant even think with his cock, he's that fucking dumb.
fuck you gohd. why couldnt you just vaccuum seal a big bag of sperm and we could have testube babies and vibrators and chocolate all year round?
Sunday 4/4/10= OH! and the dockers actually won their first two games of the season! I LOVE YOU DOCKERS!
keep it up boys :)
Sunday 4/4/10= I actually hate easter. But today I saw my cousin. I miss her and I love her sooo much. More time needs be spent.
Ben is annoying. As all Ben's are. Kate may be crazy but she was right when she said all Ben's are assholes. Gosh darn Kate amuses me. I'd love her if I could trust her, but so long as she's nice, she's cool w/ me XD
Caitlinn, the cousin, is going away. I'll miss her some and a bit.
Going to Chrissy's tomorrow.
GOHD i missed chrissy. Its about making an effort though, and im stepping up to the plate.
She's seriously great.
And Hana. Hana is the best. SWEAR.
Even though Ben's an assfacebuttwype we are still finding him hot and reckoning that dating him would be goohd.
Shoot me. I must subliminally enjoy pain.
I want to start writing again. I reposted some of my favourite poems. I love them, checkem here.
specifically I Can't Stand The Thought Of You Amazing and How Do You Solve A Problem Like Bella?
Wednesday 24/3/10= This week has been good in the same way the sun is purple XD but you know, the sun looks great in yellow :)
So that I was at Mackie's saturday w/ ben just chilling *wink*. And then that night he hooks up with four girls, one of which he fingered and spread rumours about, and one that he almost fucked.
I feel REALLLY special.
Specially seeing as how three of them knew we had a thing, but hey, im bella, unpopular, i equal zero, i basically dont exist, so right ahead.
But i chilled w/ chrissy, and ive come to the decision that im gonna pretend i dont know, and just go ahead like nothing ever happened. Of course, Ive lost all respect for him and his sluts so im going to be the user now.
Thats the way this shit is going down XD
PLUS! im getting more popular, and my best friend chrissy and i are sooo much closer now :) Im actually really happy when i dotn think about ben.
Monday 8/3/10= today sucked until this arvo XD ben kissed me again. ill let you know if im being used or not once i find out XD
i have some song on repeat... its by an epic singer of an 11 year old, and im guessing he also wrote it cause some of the lyrics make me LOL XD
"why why do the dolphins cry" XD
sorry kid, your heart is totally in the right place :) i shouldnt find it funny :P
i was so offff.... i had a hangover all morning. well, not really i suppose. but it was like i expect them to be, cept i havent been drinking since sat morning :S
actually i know what it was. *cough* pms *cough*
eek @ ben XD i reckon atm, im all for physical no strings attached.
his ex is well pissed but, i totally didnt realise just how long they'd been dating before he kinda dumped her :S 18 months! wow. my record is three.
i felt sooooo bad :(
Saturday 6/03/10= so here i am, nice and sober, clean and not hungover. I love that part of my body that is exceptionally unhangovery :D
BEN KISSED ME! when the slow dance came on he asked me to dance w/ him by doing the fred weasley thing which is all point at me, point at self, dance movement thing and ahhhh... it was so CUTE.
and while we were dancing he kissed me :D :D :D :D :D :D very well i might add XD and oh gohd im so happy XD
he came up too me a few times during the night, we talked some and we kissed some (:P).
but we only talked about things like dancing and afters (eg: why arent you dancing? and why aren't you going to our afters? :S) and it seemed like he was mad at me cause i wouldnt go to his afters, as i kinda couldnt, so i was ah, ok w.e
but then he kissed me goodnight! he looked for me and he is pretty much great and im so SO excited for monday. and nervous.
im worried that they're making fun of me. people do that to me, so i have a hard time kind of accepting people liking me. im used to being used, and im used to being laughed at, i am NOT, however, used to being genuinely liked. ever.
NERVOUS XD
and the WHOLE school knows about it as he's so popular and im so not, and noone REALLY knew it was going to happen, cause it was, i dunno how to say, but very discrete flirting? i dunno. private flirting? lols XD but yeh. ive been getting knowing looks and amusing comments and congratulations left right and centre XD
except for my friends as they cant be happy for anyone but themselves, and of course ben isnt in their precious emits group.
HOPEFULLY IT'LL WORK OUT! last night/this morning was amazing :D :D :D
Thursday 4/3/20= BALL TOMORROW! i should be in bed but who cares XD also im pretty damned sure this ben fellow likes me! take THAT prettier, smarter, more popular friend XD XD XD im so excited for the ball. and double excited for the posiblity of ben ACTUALLY liking me :) wish me luck on both fronts!
Thursday 25/2/10= im gonna die for serious. errrkkk
THE ben almost asked me out today and i had to be all, no bruhz, im going to the ball w/ alec.
i almost died :(
Wednesday 24/2/10= Figured out that whoever i get a serious crush on will immediately start crushing on one particular friend of mine. fml. actuals... fuck her for being prettier and more popular and overall a wonderful person.
shrugs. she knows i dont mean the bad stuff and totally mean the good stuff dont you bruh? ily chrissys :D
but seriously.... its annoying cause she's got all these boys in the palm of her adorably petite hand and not only are they ex or current crushes of mine (you know the guys who dont know you exist?) but HE, BEN, THE BEN, decides to jump on the bandwagon and she's all, yeh, i might be interest naow! and she LAUGHED at me when i told her i had a crush on him just this weekend been.
grumph. he's a lot prettier now you know i like him isnt he?
so yeh... that really sucks. and i thought he was showing interest in me too :( i should just introduce myself like this from now on:
"hi, my name is bella, the prettier and hotter friend is a bit tied up at the moment, now if you'll follow me through to the line, ill get you a spot on the waiting list."
seriously, im completely devo. he was THE guy. the guy ive always liked through all of high school and he's never even looked at me, and as soon as i start thinking he's noticed me, he notices her. im a little dead inside because of the fact that this. ALWAYS. happens.
jesus, someone get me an oversized stuffed animal to squeeze.
But PLEASE wish me luck, and send me all your prayers just incase there is a god. Maybe just MAYBE this could work out for me :S
But she has good intentions and she isnt stealing all the love on purpose (she just happens to be awesome which is, of course, why she is my friend XD), so as soon as im not grounded, she's gonna invite me to her popular people parties, which has TWO main aims; getting me out of the dreaded emits cult, and letting me meet ben for propers :D
because emits IS a cult. a creepy, you cant talk to other people cult. and i feel trapped and i want OUT! stupid social group full of sheltered kids who are under the misguide impression that the world is out to fuck them up the buttocks, steal their lunch money, corrupt their youth with drugs and hurt their emotions. ive had four years with the same group of sorry for themselves, paranoid "intellectuals" who are simply social rejects in the guise of "learning is what is most important so screw your parties and your fun!". they're to busy comforting themselves with the worn out mantras that "at university these people will be eating our shit for breakfast" and the good old fashioned "we'll be your bosses one day!" to actually REALISE that they aren't being victimised and the people around them WILL accept them if they let them. Everyone else moved on, and the only people that resent anyone are emits. noone gives a shit about emits except emits, who are all too busy with their superiority complexes and their imagined injuries to get any respect from anyone.
on a lighter note, BALL XD XD XD COBRA STARSHIP <3 <3 <3
Sunday 21/2/10= 17!!!!! i finally had my birthday on Monday XD im now 17 and i feel special XD
its been forever since ive been on mibba, as ive been busy w/ school and hw and study.
but yeh, in that time ive gained a creepy stalky guy, ive had my birthday, and ive eaten half a giant gummy bear :D its an exciting life :P
Friday 19/1/10= I finally decided what I want to do when i get out of school!
I want to complete a degree in psychology at... DUN DUN DUNNNNN.... Stanford University. Big Dreams XD
Only the top school in psychology according to that place I checked out. TBH, I don't care, Stanford is exactly where I want to be regardless of how good the course is, so goodness equals bonus... Now I have to work out a way to sit my SATs and get all the necessary AMERICAN mumbo jumbo sorted, I need the American version of a Tax File Number too. And then I have to apply for the actual course, and I have no idea how to begin, but thank gohd I have a year to work it out... Till November actually, so a little under a year.
My being Australian should be a bonus according to my economics teacher from way back when, so thats a plus.
Oh, and now I need to find the money to go to and live in California :S Oh and the money for Stanford too.
Thursday 28/1/10= Needs some sleep. Im gonna go to bed before midnight tonight and it feels like an achievement XD
Anyone got Nate Novarro's number? send it my way ;D
Sigh.. Why does Xanthe get to be so cool and now all the people that i REALLY really wish I could go out with... Such as Emil. Emil is funny and cute. Now why can't I know Emil? I'm funny and cute and really like funny and cute people. The world is a little ew sometimes, But oh well, moving on.
I got a date for the ball! est alec. The one who is my best friends ex and my friend since i was well little (eg: 4/5) and all that jazz :P I have the dress, the date and now I just need shoes and a bag, and im set to go. Oh and i need to know if the date is thinking of me with the friend part, the heart part, or the weiner. Wish me luck :D
Tuesday 26/1/10= HAPPY AUSTRALIA DAY MIBBA! I'm wearing a pretty dress and I'm gonna go to the foreshore to eat me some dinner and watch me some fireworks! But later, it's still just 12.45 :P
IT'S CONFIRMED! JORDI AND MY FABULOUS SELF ARE GOING TO SEE COBRA STARSHIP!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D Oh em gee, in case you couldnt tell, im excited XD
HOPEFULLY I CAN GET MEET AND GREETS! Oh, what I wouldn't give to meet Nate Novarro *dreamy sigh*
Sunday 24/1/10= School gets back on Monday :S
My birthday party is on Friday though, and choir gets back Friday night :D And Daddy just bought me an icecream, so I feel 110 percent better about school being so soon.
Also I'm watching Viva Las Vegas, that always makes me smile way big :D
[edit] Heheh... Pakistan is 7/72 and chasing Australia's 268 LOLOLOLOLOLOL XD Sorry, just letting my inner SportsMadAussieBlokeness shine through. It's my Dad's fault, I swear :D [/edit]
Saturday 23/1/10= Kathleen's at Nan's house.. Thankgod for that.
I did some drawing today, which is awesome. Two, to be exact. One of Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy, even though my Draco is slightly unDracoey (Harry's all DON'T TOUCH MY DRACO -_-! XD) and a picture that started out as a picture of myself based on my current dp, but alas, it did not end up as me.
Now I have a serious question to ask; WHY DO I ALWAYS DRAW PEOPLE WITHOUT SHIRTS ON???? grrr. Maybe it's cause shirts are hard to draw, i dunno.
Friday 22/1/10= EEK! TALL GUY EST VERY ATTRACTIVE! ooh. yummy. you know those not hot, but still attractive? ugly guys that attract you? est like that. also theres the fact that he's probably over two metres tall :D hoping to get to know him a wee bit better :D
also! NEW DRESS! its a beautiful white maxi, and i quite adore it. It does require the old tan underwear due to the seethroughwhiteness. only 40 dollars XD Bargain considering my sisters maxi cost roughly 200. wore it last night to my cousin's birthday and everyone was like... NICE DRESS BELLA!
I also bought my cousin an amazing dress because I love her a lot. A lovely LBD. Her party was great too, as I only see her a few times a year, and I'm friends with a lot of her friends, who i ALSO don't see very often. It made me smile way big. And, plus, she loved her dress XD
So excited by tall guy... He has a name, which is James, but I dunno, i know him by tall guy :D ::cute:
Wednesday 20/1/10= PASSED MY SWIMMING COURSE. EARNED MY BRONZE AND IM FEELING FANTASTIC! My initiative FINALLY went swell, and tbh, i think i'm the bees knees right now... so i may be unbearable until the end of the week :D i apologise in advance, and also for my spelling :S EW. diving headfirst into wayt, mainly because the people seem AWESOME XD wish me luck, hopefully i wont shame myself too bad :D
also, i went to the awesomest shop today. it has BULK everything, exciting or what?
Monday 18/1/10= I didn't pass my bronze cause I didn't yell loud enough. FANTAAASSSMIC! but i restocked my nesquik cupboard and bought muffin mix. Life is looking up XD
Sunday 17/1/10= Ew at the heat. Turn of the sun pleases and thankyous, just for today. What does the sky say to that? "oh, i should be able to about 7 o clock." how absolutely stupendous!
Thank the lords underpants for the night time.
And the beaches and pools, otherwise I so wouldn't make it through this Summer. It's positively gross, even indoors. I think even our walls are sweating.
Saturday 16/1/10= Urk. I wanna be a Victoria's Secret Model. Please world, let it happen. I've only been dreaming about it since I was six. No biggy. Obscure dreams for Obscure Girls, you know :D
Friday 15/1/10= again XD I just did THE best anime picture i have ever EVER tried in my entire life :D It makes me smile THIIIIIIIIIIISSSS much! It's black and white, and ive painted in the lines and let me drop modesty for the moment and say that it is FREAKING AMAZING! It also reminds me a lot of my big sister... Blonde and princessy with big boobehs :P it's a family curse, we all have the boobehs.
Oh wells. That is it for today. Methinks :D
Friday 15/1/10= eek... lovely new vintage genuine leather shoes XD except new may not be the right word. Mmmm, the yummy smell of good quality leather makes me so happy :D kinda tight on one foot, I don't know quite why its doing that :S Oh well.
I also have a nice low heeled pair of pale rose pumps... I'm thinking great for walking adventures and weekend long shopping trips XD Oh yehs. They do happen.
Kathleens birthday in two days, she's gonna be 12 while I'm turning 17 in a month from today! How awesome? Who have thunk it? Not me, I'm still getting used to being 16.
I have a new obsession: Franz Ferdinand... Expecially concerning the song Michael. Who doesn't love a nice little gay love song? Thanking nahnah for the awesome. Totally got her into Yves Klien Blue and Cobra Starship. She never trusts my taste in music until I force CDs on her and make her listen. Sigh @ Hana.
I also did a rewrite of this story. It's a oneshot called Jane Doe. To be honest it's just the same nonsense I usually churn out, but revised once or twice. But maybe it's worth checking out :D Apparently it has pretty description or summat like that :P
Sunday 10/1/10= guess who got of their ass and updated??? Countdown Chapter 8 is now up. Check it y'all XD.
Hana, who is currently my BEST FRIEND EVAH, gave me a ring from disneyland, which she visited on her holiday to the US of A (and got back from on FRIDAY XD she's homeeee!) and it is the single most cutest thing I've ever seen. and also a spiderman phone charm. The girl knows me too well XD.
Also I'm writing a new story a girl crusading against beautiful people. She may or may not learn some lessons, and she may or may not be oblivious to her own personal beauty. PM me for interesting title ideas :D
Saturday 9/1/10= It's the new year, and I'm feeling pretty great :D News: Single as of Thursday; reason = dumped. ops XD Suprisingly, it just feels like free :D we spent the last month pretending to care to save the others feelings from being hurt, and feeling massively guilty about it all. Maybe we'll be friends, maybe we won't... But thank god we are no longer dating :D which leaves me to make some decisions about my date to the ball :S Do i take Alec the sort of almost crush? or Jacob my best friend? or someone entirely new? and if i do take alec, is it... as friends? Or something more? I dont want to ruin things, but I'd like to date him too. Oh well. Hana, my bestust buddy who is incidentally Alec's ex-girlfriend, was over today. We watched The Mighty Boosh, the IT crowd, and googled attractive young men. Who knows? Maybe I'll meet Taylor Lautner between now and March and I won't have to worry about any of it anymore XD Here's to wishing.