You know those times that you do something really REALLY stupid, and afterward all ur like is oh shit im a dumbass? Well I had one of those last Thursday. This kid is suicidal, hes an ass, and hes psycho, but hes suicidal, nd hes loved by someone very dear to me. But he was very very mean to one of my friends. So me and my other friend took her phone and we sent him some mean stuff. I felt sooo...

Music has always been the ultimate to me. The one thing that made sense in a world of chaos. I can sit in my room for hours and hours just losing myself in the words and rythms of others. Than I started to make my own. Theyre not that good, but they are mine, and mine alone. As this crazy world keeps turnin I know that just as I am the anchor for so many people, music will be the anchor for me. I...

I finally understand that story. For the longest time i was like why cant the familys all just chill and get along. Now I know . HAte is an inurmountable obstacle. I love my girlfriend so much. But her friends are my mortal enemies. The only people I HATE in this world. The kids that bullied me when i was younger, amde me resort to things that o one should have to do. And she takes their side on...

Right now in my life wrestling is the most important thing in life right now. I eat sleep and live by it. I cut about 20 lbs just to get to 170 so i could wrestle where I wanted to and now all I want is towin a state title. Nick D______ 170 lb connecticut state champion, thats what i write in my journal every night before i go to sleep. Thats what I dream of. But you know I tell people I wrestle...

Hey guys,Im a huge lord of the rings freak so as i was sitting today listening to the soundtracks to the movies i had a thought. Even though orchestral music is some of the most beautiful music in the world, it gets a bad rap in our age group, people are like classical eww or orchestra eww. We never take the time to stop and see how beautiful something is so we stereotype it and give it a bad rap,...

You ever have one of those days that life just seems like its horrible and its never going to get better? Saturday was one of those days. I was having the regular argument with my dad about cutting weight ( I lose about 25 pounds for wrestling every year and he hates it) and then all of the sudden i said that one of my teachers who complain about my cutting wieght was a prick and my dad socked me...

You know, life is hard, it costantly gets you down and then when you try to get back up it throws you down again. I dont pretend to have the worst life out there, believe me there are many people who have it harder than me but my life is still hard. I have to deal with two parents who cant talk to eachother and who are constantly trying to turn me against the other one, I have a dad who cares...