So I'm 17, id consider myself the loser of the school but I'm also a huge asshole. I just hurt people before they hurt me. There's only one person that I can talk to, truely talk to and be myself. She is my love. My angel. Although we've been through some stuff...and we arnt "together" at the moment...I still think she could be the one I spend a long time with. I've only been happy with her. The...

im not sure where my heart is...is it even there anymore? i still try to care for people but it doesnt feel the same anymore, but the pain still feels the same. so i feel like its there but then sometimes it takes a vacation. i wish i could find someone i could love and who would love me back so this wondering just stops and i can finally be happy but life just doesnt want to work out for me...it...

i was listening to skillet (one of my fav bands) and the song "would it matter" and i started to teary eyed. it always getts to me everytime i listen to it. it makes me feel like no one cares or they dont ever show it. maybe if i were to die i could finally get a reaction out of people. i try my best everyday to get a true reaction from people, but it never seems to be enough....do i be myself or...

living in the city to me is one of the worst things in my life, i might now have alot of friends, i might be somewhat of a loser, i might be ugly as hell...but being in the city only makes all those things worse. sure theres more people to meet and more opportunities to experience but , the city is full of assholes...so it doesnt work for me.i wish i lived off a lake, up north away from heavily...

always feel ike there is something missing, nothing could fill the holea mothers love, and fathers respect, your friends loyalty, a girlfriends lovewhat is it thats missing?we think and think, we try eveything but no matter how many square items you have, itll never fill that cirlceand maybe we try to deform that square so it.ll fit into the circle, but it causes more harm then it does goodso do...