A World Where You Can't Escape

It's no secret to anyone that I have depression. I've been professionally diagnosed. I am on prescribed medications. I've seen therapists. All of these have been helpful tactics in keeping depression out of my life, and myself in my life.I recently found a girl on Youtube who has Dissociative Identity Disorder where the brain fragments during childhood and creates different personalities or...
April 9th, 2020 at 08:01am

Brain Dump

I've been trying desperately to find the focus to sit down and really start working on this new story I want to start. I mean, it should be easy since it's all based on my life after all. I did start a google docs where I've essentially just been brain dumping. I haven't written in so long and I feel as though my technique has most certainly changed. I used to just write and write and write and...
April 7th, 2020 at 05:01am

No One is Here

Well, it has been 6 years since I was last on this site. It appears I'm not the only one who left. Times got hard; real hard. I was diagnosed with depression while in college which is around the time I left Mibba. I went on medication and the world inside my head went away. All my characters and creative thoughts dissipated like mist. Now that the world has seemed to have caught on fire with the...
April 4th, 2020 at 05:46am

Dance Update

Sometimes I write a lot about dance. Okay, not sometimes; all the time. I've posted two blogs about dance and most of the characters in my stories are dancers because it's just so easy for me to write about dancing.Anyway, my last couple dance blogs were about how I was kind of upset with dancing and I almost felt like I wanted to quit because it didn't feel worth it anymore. I felt like a lot of...
February 17th, 2014 at 09:02pm

Happy Thanksgiving, Your House is on Fire

My friend messaged me on Facebook a few moments ago and asked, "How was your thanksgiving?"I replied with "Well... I spent an hour of it standing in front of a burning house. So... great."To which she replied with a "WHAT?!"But luckily, it was not my house. My family spent Thanksgiving over at my grandma's house. It was our first thanksgiving in her new house. She recently sold her old home and...
November 29th, 2013 at 01:26am

Disney Days

I am so pumped for Disney days here on Mibba. I am a hardcore Disney fan and for those of you who know me, I'm planning on auditioning at Disney world to become a face character or a performer in the shows. Anyway, I've already Dinsey-fied my custom profile and changed my avatar picture as well because I simply couldn't wait! I love Disney so much and I am so excited to participate in the Disney...
July 6th, 2013 at 01:27am

I made layouts for stories and I'm excited.

I just figured out that you can share layouts you made with other people. I got super excited when I figured this out. I love making layouts, even if they aren't the best, and I think some of them are pretty decent. I mean, I'm obviously no layout master wizard or anything but I think some of the ones I make aren't half bad. And I enjoy making them, too.I played around in the layout maker and came...
June 27th, 2013 at 06:08am

I caved and started vlogging.

It's true. A few of my friends started doing vlogs and I just gave into it. It's actually really fun. I don't know how many of my readers/friends on here actually read my blogs but if you do, you should check out my youtube channel because yeah. My next video is going to be about how I do my makeup even though it's pretty simple and there isn't much to it. Someone requested it though so that's...
June 21st, 2013 at 05:13am

I just had to write this down.

Recently, I went to prom. Yay, prom! And it was amazing. But what happened at After Prom was even cooler. They had a psychic there and I've wanted to go to see a psychic for the longest time. So I went to see her. And let me tell you, it was the most amazing experience of my life.The first thing she said to me was "You want a car for your birthday." Well, yes, of course I do. Then she asks me if...
June 2nd, 2013 at 04:53am

I was Achilles in a past life.

Whether you want to believe in reincarnation or not is up to you. But I was reading up on birthmarks and the theory of reincarnation just because I find it interesting. I'm not even sure if I really believe it myself or not but I was curious as any normal person is.There is a theory that states birthmarks were where you died in a past life. I've had this birthmark on the inside of my ankle for as...
April 30th, 2013 at 02:10am

Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013. (A message to all my "fans", readers, friends)

I just want to say thank you. To all of you. Without all your support, I would never be where I'm at today with my writing. I probably would have given up by now. But all your love, support and comments has kept up my motivation and brought me to where I'm at today.You all have made me become someone. I always thought that I would be a nobody. I have maybe 3-4 close friends but none of them really...
January 1st, 2013 at 06:32am

I'm actually...happy?

I know, right? For the first time in a very long time, I am actually genuinely happy. If any of you read my blogs about my dance teacher, you would know that I was having some issues with her and then we seemed to resolve the issue by having me take the advanced class for the first month. So, I go up to her this week after ballet and asked her when I should decide which class I wanted to drop...
October 20th, 2012 at 03:54am

It's More Than Just Noise and Sounds

“Rise up and celebrate your life.” Would you believe me if I told you that these inspirational words came from a rock band called Black Veil Brides? Yeah, most people wouldn’t either. To me, this rock band is more than just a band. They’re life savers. It’s not just the music that I happen to prefer that can change lives. All music can change, shape and save lives. I’ve met other...
September 20th, 2012 at 03:33am

Why is dance no longer fun: The result.

I recently just went and visited my dance teacher to talk to her about classes for next year. If you read my blog before this one, you would know why I was so upset about everything.Well, I talked to her and I was semi-satisfied. She told me that the only reason I wasn't allowed to take advanced was because I had so many other extra activities that I do outside of dance. I didn't even think about...
August 16th, 2012 at 09:16pm

Why is dance no longer fun?

So, it's not that dance teachers all over the world are complete and total assholes. I know this sounds pretty lame but if you were as passionate about dance as I am, you would understand.I've been taking dance classes since I was 7 years old. I'm 17 now. That's a whopping 10 years I've been taking dance and going to the same studio. All I ask of my dance instructor is to let me take the classes I...
August 14th, 2012 at 12:25am

Warped Tour complications...

Holy shit. Let me just start out with that. Okay, so basically I'm just going to rant about how unfair my mother is being right now. So like, honestly? I'm going to warped tour for my birthday and it just happens to be on the actual day of my birthday. I'm soo excited about it because all my favorite bands will be there and I'll get to meet my inspirations and my heroes and the people I look up to...
July 11th, 2012 at 01:44am

Why the *** not?

I really don't know why I'm posting this random blog post... but I guess I am. haha anyway i guess I just wanted to tell people (if anyone actually reads this) that if you ever need any advice or just someone to talk to, I'm here for you. I can help you with writing troubles, any life problems, relationship problems, you name it, I can most likely help you. I've already helped this one amazing...
June 10th, 2012 at 02:19am