so i have really bad writers block lately and i can't seem to overcome it but hey Lord Of The Rings keeps giving me the right frame of mind but maybe having it on repeat all weekend not such a good idea seeing that now i'm just like real life sucks why can't it be like middle earth. but on a serious note i'd love to be part of the fellowship not so much for the adventure but the friendships and...

You know what it's been just over six months nearly since I was lucky enough to escape from an abusive relationship and i'm finally back up on my feet, for the first time i feel happy without being afraid of what could be lurking in the shadows, I will never forget what I went through or the pain and I know I have to live with that but i finally found the strength to take back my life, I'm no...

So I may have five colours in my hair(literally), I may have the weirdest taste in music but it's me, I may love videogames and horror films, I do things most people won't understand and truthfully it doesn't matter but it's not wrong just because you don't understand it, it's just different...I learnt something tonight that if I keep letting people get to me, I'm never gonna change, I say nothing...

Unless it rains pretty soon so i can go for a walk with my headphones in just forget the world as the rain falls around me, i can't get inspiration and the one person that actually inspires me is no longer talking to me which sucks in all honesty without them or the rain, i really have no urge to write anything new or i just delete it every time i get past the first part...its not even writers...

So I'm kinda in the middle of a story about a man who kills the woman he loves to save her sort of a dark romance but any way writers block sucks! I can't think of what to write at all I need inspiration but don't know how to get any...I've tried music, films, thinking nothing but I won't give p and will finish it because a romance with a dark twist to it are always fun to do And plus who needs...