to want something you can't have. But thats ok cause i'm kind of moving past it. He doesn't love me and i knew that, so it's easier to get past it. i'll be okay. maybe...I miss the people on here, so bad. I sign on and there's this big wave of nostalgia that crashes over me, and i remember how much I needed this place this time last year. Probably, really, I still need it. I just don't have as...

Only, that's exactly what I am, y'know? It's ridiculous, honestly, because desperate equals jealous which equals your face turning green and your personality dwindling down to about nothing, making you even more unattractive than you were in the first place.I just... need to let go of it. Of him. I mean, I knew I never had a shot, but... ew, you know what, he's not even worth talking about, he's...

It's not so bad, I guess, liking someone who could actually be dateable. And he's amazingly hilarious. Today at lunch he was goofing off, making me laugh, which after spending forty-five minutes in the snow (so thick all you saw was white) was nice. (Oh the joys of being unable to drive just yet.) And in Art, he was making all of us laugh. That's him, though. Or maybe that's just being in like.He...

Or... something. School starts tomorrow. I mean, for normal people. Not for ones that had to take summer school, did all the work in under a month, then found out that they only got a half a credit for it. Those someone's, they're still waiting for their counselors at the highschool to call them so they can figure out what the fuck will happen with their classes. They're basically in no school at...

SuperIero:Projekt Interlude. You won't know what just hit you...Well, here we go.Projekt Interlude is a mostly spoofing MCR 'zine. There's "The Interluders" consisting of:The Hopeless Hearted (Sharona).The Drum Major (Sam).and The Body Snatcher (Squee, me).It's a fun fanzine, of course. And we want all The Romantics involved. Sam says she'll send it to them. :tehe:And you know who them are... My...