We all have our memories, good and bad, ones that stick in our minds and ones that are fading way. I do have my memories but, most don't fade away. I remember much especially it was heartbreaking, which is more often than I would like to admit. Sometimes it does feel like a swirling storm inside, emotions stir in my chest and yearn to break free. I remember feeling that a lot. It's normal, I am a...

Up and downs, I know are a part of life but, does it really need to happen so frequently with my love life? It's always the same thing. I am just repeating history. I like a guy, I think he likes me back, turns out he doesn't for whatever reason that pops up at the time.I thought I liked this guy, genuinely. Turns out he's in love with another girl. He may say he wants to break it off but, I know...

Hey, it's me again with my senseless, if not emotional prattle. Now that I think about it, I sound like one of those girls who talks about a different guy every week. I'm not like those girls though. I'm different, unique and I know that. And I attract different kinds of guys. I'm sure when I say I've seen a few creeps, some girls will say 'me too.' But, this one is different. Kind, funny, he...

Just when I thought life was starting to turn around on me, it turns right back. You know how I messaging this guy back and forth? If not, see previous blog entry. Anyways, it's been a week since I replied and he hasn't replied back. Did I say something to annoy him? I don't know.I really don't know what I did to make him ignore me but, it hurts.I thought we were having a good conversation, maybe...

It's safe to say that I have been single for a while. A long while, in fact years. It was a couple years ago since I broke with my last boyfriend, who turned out to be gay I'll admit, I took some time for myself. After what happened, I needed some time for myself and now that I am stable in my own self , I want more. I've been keeping an eye and nothing. Absolutely nothing until now. I was in...

I was just looking at my previous blog entries and thought to myself, wow, I was pretty bitter and angry. But, who can blame me? I was living in a house with family that refused to listen to what I was saying, they still do but, I can cope with it now that I have moved out. Things are much better now than they were then. I have full-time work, my own place and I live somewhat closer to the friends...

It's been a long time coming but, I am finally making plans to move out. I want my own life back, an adult life which is completely my own. In order to do that though, I am going to need to get a full time job. Not as easy as it looks.Thank god for my friends too. If I didn't have them, I don't know what I'd do. At least they care and they actually listen to me. My family doesn't and they're...

Is it really that much of a problem for you to take five minutes of your time and listen to what I am saying for a change. Can I not talk to my family without screaming to get their attention? No.Because all of them see fit to shove their heads up their asses and hum loudly. Though before I start this rant, I have to say that it's not my parents that I am really mad at, they listen most of the...

Lately, there's been a lot of drama going on in my circle of friends. Couples breaking up, crushes and now Valentine's Day...boy, that's going to get messy.Picture if you will...my good friend, Georgia, who I have known from public school, was dating for a least a year a guy named Jack. They were happy together for a while until Georgia made the mistake of acting single while dating Jack. Jack...