Everytime I try to deal with it, it seems to be harder. The heartache never comes to an end, missing you it's the easiest feeling , still needing you hits me how do you overcome a pain like that? When you've lost one of the most wonderful human beings in the world?I'm usually cold, but I cannot ignore this and now 4 days away of what it should be your 31st birthday I have no idea if I should make...