Nice. I can't draw for shit, so I can't brag at all. My nine year old sister draws better than me, and I'm sixteen. It's quite sad. My history teacher looked at my project, and he laughed. XD
Oh, wow. That sucks major ass. I hang out with the band kids, so we already know not to judge other people. Mostly because the band kids are probably the best kids ever. We have everyone in it, not just complete geeks... but we have those kids too. XD
And wow. Really? I was raised Christain... And I don't believe in God now. XD Nice, right?
Oh, wow. I never really did it on my wrist. Mostly because I knew how clumsy I was that I'd hit a vein or something. XD I did most of it on my upper arm. And I always wore jackets everywhere, so I didn't have to hide them or anything. And no one ever did get suspicious. My ex didn't even find out on his own. I had to show him one day because I told him that I was sad, really sad, and he didn't believe me. So that shut him up.
Oh, I see. Does she think you need meds though? XD
Yeah. I was terrified to leave any marks anywhere back then. I just thought my mom would be able to find them no matter what. And it actually was a really good thing that I didn't do the traditional one. In the seventh grade, my mom checked me like five times for any scars from cutting. XD Wow. My mom only checked, when I was happy. It was rather odd. She made me put some shorts and a tank top on, so she could look at my arms and legs.
But she probably should've checked me during the tenth grade. That's when it was really bad, but I told myself never to cut too deep, just in case my mom decided to do another random check up on me or something.
And really? If they diagnosed you, why didn't they give you any meds? :/ Isn't that their usual protocall or something?
I know what you mean. My ex made me promise to stop as long as we still talked. He only got that shitty deal because he made me make that deal around the day I was cutting just about ever day. So he got me at a bad time. XD
Oh wow. I think my best attempt at it was around six grade. It was around, when everyone at school just started completely ignoring me for some reason. No would talk to me at all. They wouldn't even look at me anymore. It sucked major ass. So I did this lame ass attempt by swallowing a shit load of pills. It didn't really work because I woke up the next day perfectly fine for the most part. :/
I know. I know that practically everyone on this site would be there for everyone on the site. Everyone is just that amazing here. We all are a lot more mature than we are naturally, when someone on here comes to us with a problem. I just usually can never go on here anymore sadly, so I deal with things on my own for the most part. I'm just lucky enough that my biggest problem right now is getting the guy I like to notice me. It's something that's frivolous, and not something that I would usually come asking you guys for. Except I sort of am doing that now. XD
I know what you mean sort of. I actually think writing is what helped me out. It showed me that I could do something that other people would be interested in. They told me how great I was, and they made me look forward to do something during my days. It would be the one thing that I knew people would enjoy. It got me friends, you know? It helped me out so much. I'd probably still be cutting, if it weren't for writing.
Oh, nice. You're so lucky! I have a ton of guy friends, but they're all really big jokers. I can never really be serious with any of them really. Same thing with my girl friends too. I don't really have anyone that I can sit down and talk about how they think life is going to end or something deep or profound like that. It's quite annoying actually.
And that's actually quite nice. I guess even though you guys broke up, you guys can actually end up being friends again because of how close you two were.
Oh wow... I've honestly never had anyone who knew when I was lying. My mom doesn't even know how to do that! My ex was pretty good at guessing, when I was lying though. But he wasn't perfect on it, and it would always be the small lies like I'm not hungry or I want the red sweater or something like that. XD
Oh, wow. That's friggin' hilarious. That twin is my favorite twin guy ever right now! XD
Oh, wow. He sounds like a really good friend. He's awesome. Of course, I am slightly biased. He has a twin. I love people with twins. Well, except for the other asshole twin, who dumped you. He's just the "other thing" right now.
Oh, really? I don't know. I think I'd like a man who can do things without asking me first though. I just like things to be more even or something. The last guy... Wow. He was sad. XD
Oh, wow. So I like the good twin right now. He's obviously the one you didn't date. He seems like someone I'd love to be friends with. He's super boss. He's awesome.