I still watch you, both of you... You forgot about me. Even you doll face ... What am I supposed to do now? Forget about you? You think I can snap my fingers and forget about both of you? It's not that simple, or rather, not for me. It seems to be easy enough for you two. To think you cared about me, that's the funniest part. Hope you two are doing well. I'm doing just fine, hiding in the shadows,...

I'm using this as an actual journal.Day 1-So I'm alone in this motel that smells like feet. It's discusting but I'll do anything to keep him away from the love of my life. I move around a lot so my friends won't find me and insist I come back. Ican't stand being away from her though, it's driving me crazy. I have barely eaten in these past couple days. I feel numb. I have to tell myself to do...