Life & Work & Other Tragedies

Well, it's been about a year since I logged into Mibba and/or updated a story/blog/review....I never thought I would get to the point where I would not actively be on mibba every day. It never crossed my mind that I would go literal years without giving it a second thought.This place used to be my home. Seriously I was here constantly all day, every day. If not on my laptop, on my smartphone. When...
October 31st, 2016 at 02:01am

I Can't Imagine Why

I can't imagine why I stopped being obsessed with Mibba, or with checking my updates every 15 minutes. But I just did. I still love this site very fondly because a huge part of my childhood was spent here, writing stories and meeting other fellow writers.But I guess sometimes people just grow up? They move on and try to find their path in the world and that means, unfortunately, that they have to...
July 25th, 2014 at 06:04pm

The Truths About Michael Jackson

People who make jokes about and claim that Michael Jackson was a pedophile and a freak for 'wanting to be white' really piss me off. It's like they do no research before they even spit out accusations.Michael had a skin disease called vitigilo universalis.For everyone too lazy still to research it, the disease was basically charatarized by patchy loss of skin pigmentation.The following italicized...
October 31st, 2013 at 07:20am

I Don't Have The Capacity To Try Anymore

I have absolutely lost the capacity to try anymore, for anyone.I'm so sick of literally trying my damndest to care for people, love them, be there for them, and talk to them only to have them ignore me, treat me like shit, take my feelings for granted, or all of the above.I am not a bad person. I can be rude if the situation calls for it, absolutely. But right from the start I'm not rude. If...
September 23rd, 2013 at 07:12am

I Thought I was Over Him + Other Romantic Car Wrecks

I'm about to go take a handful of Advil and call it a night, ladies and 'gents.I seriously have not felt this absolutely wounded and devastated in a long time, and this came out of fucking nowhere. Absolutely out of nowhere.For years I had a huge crush on my friend Devin.He was such a good friend to me.We talked every day, we got along, we understood each other.Naturally because I fuck everything...
August 22nd, 2013 at 09:18am

The Worst I've Ever Been Bullied Online, Honestly

Last night, or this morning rather, when I got home from work, I curled up on the couch and started watching TV. I didn't get home until around 2am because my job sucks, and I work late hours. Before I could realize I was sleepy, I fell asleep on the couch. Which isn't unnormal for me. I do that a lot, actually.Anyways, when I woke up and I had an unusual number of e-mails for 4am, so I take a...
August 16th, 2013 at 07:00pm

70 Things You Might or Might Not Care About Knowing About Me

1. First thing you wash in the shower?I wash my hair first because I let the shampoo sit and lather while I wash my face and my body, then I rinse the shampoo out and put conditioner in and let that sit until I'm done rinsing off my body, then I wash the conditioner out right before I get out of the shower.2. What color is your favorite hoodie?I don't really wear hoodies because I feel so...
August 15th, 2013 at 07:24pm

THE BAND GODS ARE CONSPIRING AGAINST MY LIFE

Am I the only one having this problem or is it pretty much a universal thing?There are literally like 6 tours happening in a 3-4 month time period and I cannot afford this. I CAN'T DO THIS PLEASE HALP.I only work at Arby's. I'm not made of money.But all of these amazing tours are happening so if I miss them I'll die.Literally die, and cease to exist as I know it.There's The House Party Tour...It...
August 6th, 2013 at 10:38pm

It Is About To Get Very Real

Does anyone have that one person in your family that stops all of your re-set shows from recording when they pop up? Yeah, that person is my Dad. He sits in the recliner half asleep watching Ice Road Truckers or Loggers or whatever and when it pops up saying it's going to change the channel, in order to switch to the channel of the show that's being recorded, he stops it from switching or...
July 10th, 2013 at 06:56pm

o b s e s s e d

I am absolutely, one hundred and fifty percent obsessed with La Dispute.Like, there aren't words to describe how obsessed with them I am.I've always known that they were a band but I've never really take the time to sit down, research them, and listen to album's all of the way through.Today I decided to do some research - Google and YouTube and the like - and honestly just got addicted to it and...
July 8th, 2013 at 08:01pm

Can Someone Turn This Out For Me Or?

Okay, so I've been on Mibba for around 8 years now. Seriously, a long time. I used to be a wizard at all of the coding, layout making, and the like. But since I've actually been in the real world and haven't wasted my entire days on this website (not that that's bad ;D) I've just got out of the groove of it... Especially with this whole "New Mibba" business that's happened in the last 6...
July 8th, 2013 at 05:19am

A New, Positive Step Towards My Dream + My Current Terrible Job Situation

Okay, so for those who know anything about me (I don't expect that to be many quite honestly, since I don't speak about myself often) but for those who do know anything of me, they know that I am a recent college graduate. I was a photography major and for the first year of it, I loved every minute. Unfortunately, as I've graduated college and I've realized how little photography does for me...
July 5th, 2013 at 09:35pm

Letting The Pain In My Chest Consume Me

I'm all the time telling the people closest to me that I wish I could put my feelings into words.I wish that I could put how I feel right at this very moment into words so you could understand my pain and my agony. But I don't know how to put it into words. I'm going to try, but I can't promise anything about eloquence at this point.Have you ever felt like your chest was going to concave in on...
June 24th, 2013 at 08:10am

I Just Want To Start Over

Have you ever just felt like you don't know which way is up. You're literally spiraling through a sea of bullshit and honest to God just don't which rabbit hole you fell into?That is my life, all the time.24/7 I am constantly getting hurt, screwed over, confused, or all of the the above.My relationship status is perpetually "I'm fucking single"I just graduated college with my Associates Degree in...
June 19th, 2013 at 08:22am

Pierce The Veil & Sleeping With Sirens Concert Recappp

I can't believe I even survived the show, honestly.Here we go...So, let me just start off by saying holy fucking shit was The Masquerade packed the fuck out.It was a SOLD OUT show in a tiny little venue in the upper west side of Atlanta. The most 'famous' venue to use for personal, really intimate shows.SWS and PTV were the headliners and then the supporting guests were Hands Like Houses and...
October 28th, 2012 at 03:01am

Remaining Blog Challenges

Day 24: Something you’ve learned.Day 25: Something you are looking forward to.Day 26: Your Dream Wedding.Day 27: Photo of your city .Day 28: What stresses you out?Day 29: Who is you hero?Day 30: A picture of yourself this day and 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge.Something You've Learned:I've learned that people don't change. No matter how much we want to push them,...
September 3rd, 2012 at 10:02pm

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 23

Favorite Movies and TV Shows- - - - - -I hate how this couldn't possibly fill the 200 word requirement, first off -___-But I guess I'll work with it and bullshit something!- - - - - - -I have a widely varied taste in movies, and even TV shows. I love literally every genre of movies, aside from the really hardcore blood-and-guts films, and 'haha this is funny if you're a stoner' movies. I don't...
August 25th, 2012 at 04:56pm

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 22

What do you want your future to be like?- - - - -What do I want my future to be like? I just want to be happy, whatever I'm doing. I want to be photographing with AP Magazing (or any other music magazines) and I want to have my own business established. My goal is to be making a stable income with my photography, have paid off my student loans, and to be married with children.That's what I'd love...
August 25th, 2012 at 05:14am

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 20 and 21

Day 20: Something you wonder “What if…?” about.Day 21: Something you’re proud of.- - - - - - - -Something You Wonder "What if...?" About:There are a lot of things I wonder "What If" about, actually. I'm a questionable, curious person by nature. I'm always thinking, always planning, always trying to solve this, or this.Something I wonder "What if...?" about is "What if I had died during my...
August 24th, 2012 at 12:19am

30 Day Blog Challenge: Day 19

Things you want to say to an ex.Quite simply put, I have a few ex's I'd like to say things to.I don't know if we're supposed to pick one, or not. So I'll do a few of them.I don't really know where to start, though.I guess I could just jump right in?- - - - - -Dear KevinYou were a simple, amazing person. I don't know where you are righ tnow because we haven't talked in quite a few months, believe...
August 22nd, 2012 at 05:21am