There isn't a whole lot I want to ask for. Happyness, someone to trust, someone to be in love with and that will love me back. I feel like thats too much to ask for when i get broken hearts, shattered trust, and life with darkness. Yeah most may say there are others with worse lives out there and to appreciate what you have, but there is always those one things that a person needs to be happy....

I honestly dont think I could ever dislike someone so much! But miss them as well at the same time. I hate ex's and the drama they decide they want to bring you. The worst part is when you havent even talked to them for a couple months and they still want to bring drama to your life because you happened to kiss another girl. Girls can be so crazy. I just wish my ex wasnt so crazy and immature. Her...

Yup and this is where I say f**k you to the world and the blade, the tears on my face and the blood streaming down my arm become part of my everyday life. its that moment when everything you seem to care about just leaves.its that moment three o'er person you relief on to always believer your and be there for you turn their back on you and calls you the liar. Its that moment when you think of...

Last night my best friend and i were laying in bed and we had a deep conversation. About my boyfriend. Like I said, I am in the closet. To mainly my family and him. I did care about him at one point, but last night our conversation got me thinking alot. Him and I what feels like to me have only an affectionate bestfriend relationship. What else can explain that? what more can i think? We have been...

So its.. 2:55 in the morning. Hours and hours ago I went to my grandpa's 80th birthday party and it was huge. My grandma has a giant house but not even that could give us enough room. The day went great, and the party died down around 5. I brought my boyfriend along with me.. I'm still in the closet to my family. I do care about him to. But I love a girl. She told me she loved me again today on my...