So I told my dream guy that I have feelings for him and he walked right out saying "ok thanks bye." Well that was. I therefore think it would be really cool not to have sexual feelings for anyone. I wish I really were asexual. Mainly because I have given up hope for the male species. That includes brothers, fathers, best friends and the like. Anyone else up for nuking anyone with a dangly thing...

I automatically assume they have a secret agenda. like a hidden camera show, or a bet or something.I mean I'm not nice to anyone. And if I am I either want to marry your son. Or you have a few hours left to live.I mean, sure, I'm not a total bitch all the time. Only like 95% of it. And most of the time I'm just joking. There's a fine line between funny and bitch. And I enjoy walking the lineokay...

okay so guy I like (who is also my best guy friend), is just .. being different. this is ever since I told him I like him (and got rejected hehehe)now I'll send him messages and he reads them but does not reply. this happened like 3 times, the last being on sunday. so I told friend to message him today and see if he replies. he did. (3 minutes later)so I was all pissy and determined to kill him,...

How do people make friends? Like am i the only one who's missing out on some big secret "adopt a friend" scheme?I mean, everyone has friends out of school or in different places and im just here like ... 'my mum thinks im kinda cool' (and thats a lie, im pretty sure she thinks im retarded)Okay given, i can be antisocial as fuuck at first but eventually i wont glare at you as much.And theres so...

There's always a list involved isnt there? But honestly, if a guy did or said some of these things i'd handcuff him to myself until he agreed to marry me.1. Introduced himself with a pick up line. Cheesy, yes. Lame? Definitely. But i would not be able to resist you if you came up to me and said "do you have any raisins? No? How about a date?" or "hey my friend wants your number .. So they know how...

1. I have only 20 followers on twitter. That's sad, yeah?2. I have 75 friends on facebook. Even worse.3. I have like 4 friends i can sustain a conversation for longer than an hour with.4. I spent the last year liking someone who doesnt like me.5. Im not even sure i like above person or i just like the idea of liking someone6. I've never gotten a phonecall from a guy.7. In my 17 years, i got my...

So I confessed my feelings for my guy best friend and it was incredibly easy. I didn't feel any nervousness at all and maybe that's indicative that my feelings aren't that strong.I just needed him to know it. and what he said was 'zee, I honestly don't really look at you in the same way, ur my crazy weird unique friend and I don't really want that to change'. I guess that he was trying to soften...

I'm going to tell him how I feel. I'm not quite sure what exactly I'm going to say, and that's the purpose of the blog: to plan it out so I don't end up looking like a complete idiot. (well, it's kind of inevitable but still)I've decided that the perfect time is when my insomnia kicks in around 2AM, because I feel less inhibited at that time and also he'll hopefully be asleep so I don't have to...

Okay i wouldnt have minded if my parents had said no to me going to her party anyway.. But now that i know my crush is gonna be there well .. That changes everything !Ugh i am SO sick of my dad finding something every single day to swear at. Honestly. And then, instead of apologising like a decent human being, he'll try to win us back by buying us something. Well im really sorry but you cannot buy...

Aaand this applies to everything. You like him and care for him? He'll ignore you. But get over him and move on, and he'll want back in your life.Not that im complaining, he's a good (slightly screwy) person it's just WHY COULD YOU NOT HAVE SHOWERED ME WITH ATTENTION WHEN I NEEDED IT!?Oh and this kind of logic applies to mibba as well. If you wait for somebody to aknowledge your presence here,...

I've been thinking about it (well obsessing about it) and somehow I just don't seem the marriage material type. And then I get scared, because OH MY LORD ALMIGHTY I DONT WANT TO DIE ALONEBut, here's my list of why I don't think I'd be an ideal life partner:1) my OCD. it's a lot better than it was three years ago, but there's still times I have a meltdown and I just cant deal. so if I have an hour...

Okay i hate crying over a boy, because it seems so weak and petty but i cant help it. My eyes are just leaky.Have you ever felt that crappy feeling when you think someone's mad at you, and so you confront them but they decide hey cool, let me not reply! Then, you just sit there feeling pathetic, useless and expendable? Yeah.And now my eyes decided to have a contest of who can release more water....

.. and sometimes its just nice to get it out you know? like, I want to cry, so let me goddamn cry and get it over with.What's really horrible though, is that the one guy I ever trusted and took as well, my best friend as such, is the reason for my unfounded sadnessI mean, who GLARES at people anymore? Can you be man enough to tell me what the fuck I did wrong? Plus, he's my chill buddy. The one...

I haven't done a blog in such a long time, but I just need to get this out there. You know that feeling when you're not sure whether he likes you or he's just interested in you as a friend? Yeah, that's pretty much the suckiest feeling ever.I mean he's kind of my best friend and i wouldnt want to jeopardise our relationship with an awkward conversation. Like "oh by the way I know we're just...

For example, best friends who end up being needy, attention-seeking and have drama permanetly attached to them. Do I look like a therapist? Honestly, I have enough problems of my own and I don't need anyone else's.Okay, I sound like a bad friend, but really I am so tired of hearing about her ex (who is a perpetual player with an ego the size of Africa) and his new girlfriend. There's only so much...

Really? Of the entire male species, why do only the weirdos decide I'm their type? Why must they pick ME to be their creeper soulmate?Honestly, this boy is freaking me out. He finds me on Facebook, and tell me about how we used to know each other when we were in grade 4. I'm in grade 11 now so I really don't remember him. So we've been talking, and he goes on about how I was his crush and I was so...

So yesterday, I had my sixteenth birthday party. It was bloody amazing :DI wore this light pink pleated boob tube dress, and black heels. I have blisters today but it was so worth it ! and I can't even tell you how stressed I was, like we had to set up the hall, and get the helium balloons and the desserts, and decorate the cake..and then on top of it my skin decided to be a b*tch and go all dry...

I'm in the process of planning a sixteenth birthday. Dude, this whole part planning thing is harder than it sounds. So lemme tell you about it.It's scheduled for the 12th of May (two days after my birthday, since my birthday's on a weekday)Now, I've had parties before, but nothing quite this serious.One of my best buddies family is planning it. So the colour scheme is black, light pink and...

A couple of my friends and I were having a discussion about what happens to the other person's saliva after a kiss. Does it stay in you and for how long? Or do you like, pee it out or something?Some people told me it stays in you for two weeks, and some said six months (which I think is a bit extreme) . What do you think?Something else I find disturbing is French kissing. Someone else's tongue in...

I haven't written in a while and I'll pretend like you guys really missed me..For some reason today feels like a Thursday, oh and guess what, I didn't go to school today coz it's Human Right's Day =)So since the last time I wrote, I've been in test week , and math was horrendous. I sat for half the time just staring at the idiot thing because I didn't know what to do. Oddly enough, I found my...