Death, how final you are.

My friend died tonight. He was going to get glow in the dark golf balls for some little kids. He was T-boned by a drunk driver, they had to cut him out of the truck and he died before he got to the hospital.I am...really sad. I can't sleep because every time I close my eyes I imagine his death. I wonder if he hurt. I wonder if he saw the other vehicle coming and I wonder if he was scared.I watched...
October 20th, 2012 at 10:42am

Follow me on Tumblr guyssss.

I'm bored, and my dash is pretty much dead, soooo, follow my Tumblr, okay?I always follow back, and on my blog I pretty much just reblog stuff, complain about being pregnant, share little heartwarming bits about pregnancy, talk about my life and showcase all my dorkiness. Also, I don't just want followers, I wanna talk to you guys okaaaaay? And I must warn you, I am a huge dork. And I swear a lot,...
May 19th, 2012 at 02:29am

I left him.

I broke up with my boyfriend. Like I said in my post from earlier, he was getting crazy possessive and controlling. He started telling me things I could and couldn’t do, wear, say, he even told me that I wasn’t allowed to see other guys shirtless.He’s always been kind of crazy. When we broke up before, he showed up at my house and basically attacked me. I had a black eye.Somehow, he...
May 17th, 2012 at 06:30am

Relationshxt.

My boyfriend, Darren, he’s so unreasonable.I’m suddenly not allowed to wear certain shirts, or short shorts, I’m not allowed to talk to guys when he’s not there, I’m not allowed to text guys, and if I’m texting around him, I have to tell him who I’m texting and what we’re talking about.I’m in this for the baby, but there’s only so much I can handle. Calling it quits if he...
May 17th, 2012 at 04:26am

First Ultrasound.

Eight weeks and four days.I had my very first ultrasound today :) I started crying when I saw my little one. It's too soon to tell the sex, but I'm hoping for a little girl. Seeing my baby on the screen was such a powerful experience. I really have no more words to express it, but this has to be a hundred words or something.I'm so excited for my little one to get here. Me and my boyfriend have...
May 15th, 2012 at 06:20pm

Pregnancy.

Three weeks ago, I found out that I'm pregnant, and I'm eight weeks along now. Holy shxt man, I feel like I've grown up so much just in the past three weeks, because I've been thinking about my life and figuring out how to change things around to accommodate having a baby.I'm only seventeen, but I think I'll be a good mommy. No matter what anyone says.A few weeks before I found out I was pregnant,...
May 14th, 2012 at 10:36pm

Well excuse the f*ck out of me.

My mom and stepdad are being completely unreasonable today. And I'm not saying that as a spoiled teenager who doesn't like listening to her parents, I'm saying that as someone who has real thoughts and opinions that shouldn't be discounted because of her age.My stepdad complained that him and my mom didn't have enough space, enough privacy because I lived in my bedroom down the hall from them....
March 1st, 2012 at 10:28pm

It's late, and Tumblr is like, dead. I wanna follow all y'alls. Oh, and my ex has been texting me for hours.

I just made a Tumblr today and now I can't sleep and hgjfgru. I have to work at eight tomorrow so I should really at least try to sleep, but I don't wanna. So leave me your url and and I'll probably follow you lmfao. And you can follow me to if you want to c; Mine is:meph0biaa.tumblr.comAlso, my ex has been texting me. Why have I been texting him back? I have zero interest in him anymore, he made...
March 1st, 2012 at 09:24am

HOLY SPACEBALLS BATMAN I ALMOST DIED. Oh, and a dream.

Okay, maybe it wasn't THAT dramatic.But some idiot on the freeway decided to be a douche and wouldn't let me merge, and then when I finally got into the far left lane, this same douche RAN ME OFF THE DANG ROAD.Jesus man. Scared about ten years off me, I tell you what.Also, weirdest dream last night.I was like, in a hospital or some kind of facility like that, and I was running from something, I...
February 29th, 2012 at 12:31am