Hey guys and girls. I am back, for now. WOW it's been ages since I went on Mibba. It's a miracle I remember the log in info for this story.For anyone who might be wondering what's my life's like now, I'll try and keep it short (it's 3 AM here).I now have an internship at a theater in a neighboring town and I love it! It's a bit hectic right now though, we're just in the last couple of shows of a...

This weekend I was at a con called UppCon. Tehre, I saw Screw live.It was AWESOME! They were amazing!There was also a signing after the concert~ Woop woop~ So now I have signed cards~ <3And even though Screw was about 90% of why I went to the con in the first place and it was mega awesome to see them, there was one thing that beat that.And that, my friends, was meeting with Seike and Yohio from...

Getting out tomorrow, wee~I'm so happy about that, yet I'm gonna miss the people I've met here. And appearently, I'm getting more meds x.xThe doctor said that he would release me today, but since I have ADHD and also easily get stressed, I said that tomorrow would be better. In general, it's been good here. I've met a lot of nice people, and I am (hopefully) going to keep in touch with at least...

Quick update from my phone.The 29th I got myself to a hospital. Why? Because I was VERY close to swollow 90(!!!) pills, due to a major breakdown. But, thanks to my friends, I didn't.Celibrated new year here.. And I don't know when I'll get out. I'm gonna talk to the doctor tomorrow though.I've met some very nice people here too.I'm doing fine, tho a bit bummed that i cant have my phone with me cuz...

I am currently spending the night at a friends house, I've been here a week and a half right now. Of course, I brought my beloved maya, my laptop, with me.My friend borrows it from time to time, and I'm okay with that.The only thing I'm NOT okay with though, is when he does things with it tbefore asking me.Example 1;He is on my computer, and installs a cleaning programme, WITHOUT MY KNOWLAGE!It...

Like, for real. How else would you explain the fact that twice in my life I've lost people that I've trusted, without knowing why.It happened again today. I have no idea why, but this time, it wasn't just one friend. I have been told that I am not to come anywhere near her OR anyone she hangs with. So that means that basically my whole social network here is gone.In the text her brother sent me it...

Heart pounding, mind racing, body shaking, tears close to falling..I miss you, eventhough I know you hate me.. What did I ever do wrong, please let me know.. .__. You were my first real best friend, and I will never forget about you. What ever happened to us? I miss what we once had.. I miss you so much it hurts.She doesn't want to speak to me, I know that. But I miss her. 'She' is my best friend...

Yeah, I'm not feeling very good atm, emotionally speaking.. My unckle died friday and my grandma has breastcancer, and it hit me harder than I thought it would..So yeah, I might not be online that much, because I just can't be bothered or have the energy to..Besides, I have a lot with school atm, and since I have japanese class aswell, so I'm pretty stressed out too on top of everything.. -sigh-...

Yeserday I went to the hospital because I was in so much pain I couldn't even walk straight and both me and my dad thought it was my appendix, so he drove me to the ER where I got to lie down while they took some blood work and gave me and IV. They also told me not to eat or drink anything! And I was fuckign starving, and my room was just by the hospital food.. Thingy, so that sucked! Anyway,...

This is the third day in a four day period that I haven't been able to sleep at night.. I also haven't been feeling so good these few days, I've been down, easily irritated and just plainly not myself.Add loss of apitite and yeah, you have a depressive period once again.. It's been several months since I had the last one and it's really uppsetting that I have one now. But I guess better now than...

Okay, so what some of you could've guessed, I am the founder and leader of the Swedish Kazzy Street Team. Now, Kazzy is a unsigned Japanese artist, and (obviously) I am a fan. So, I decided that on behalf of the street team why not make an interview? I mean, it's a great way of letting his fans get to know more about him, and maybe someone who's not a fan will be interested.So, now I ask you if...

About two hours ago Miyavi updated his MySpace status:&#38597;-miyavi- 382 TOKYO: I'M AT THE HOSPITAL NOW.That's right, the hyperactive, superawesome Miyavi is at the hospital. Now, you might wonder what for. Well, I will tell you that my dear friend; Miyavi is becomming a dad. That's right, Hyperactive, guy-kissing Miyavi-san is having a baby with his wife, and I could not be more happy and...

Yesterday me and my mom went to the children/youth psycic clinic and the doctor me and my mom talked to said that I have a lot of the indications that I have ADD >_< Great.. Well, it's actually a good thing, because it is a huge help in getting me to understand why I dont do so well in school.. AANYWAY, I'll keep you posted on this later on when I meet with her again so she can put her final...

Yes, me and my boyfriend has now been together for six months <3I love him so muuch!! <33And yesterday me, my boyfriend Jonas, Silver, Miriam, Henke and Phoenix had a fun day. It started out with me, Jonas and Miriam going out to this place on the other side of town, where we made up a fire so we could bbq ^w^ Miriam started complaining about Silver not being there to cuddle with her and I...

My mother has been gone all day (I woke up at 11 am) and now it's past midnight. I'm worried sick here. She's never gone this late, and the few times she is she always contacts me. I'm worried that something has happened to her.. I don't know what to do if something has happened to her, I don't want to lose her.. I don't think I can deal with it.. I don't know what to do, I just wanna jump from...

Yes, you heard me, I'm moving out. I'm gonna take my 16 year old ass out of this hell hole that is supposed to be my 'home'. I can't stand being with my mom any longer, her mood is just getting worse and worse by the SECOND!I'm probibly gonna have to go through a couple more weeks of this hell hole, but then, hopefully, I'm free.. I do NOT wanna go up to my dads, that would mean a new school, new...

Found out a couple of days ago that my mom isn't feeling well, and that it can be because of her meds.. If it is because of her meds she says she's gonna stop taking them, meaning with 100% certainty that she will die..I don't know what I would do if that's the case.. Yes, me and mom fights alot, but she's still my mother and I love her.. I don't know if I'd survive losing her.. I don't know what...

Yes, I am a cutter.. It's though nothing I'd tell my class, or my closest friends that I meet, but on the internet it's different.. Because here no one knows who I am and I know that you wont juge me too badly.. I mean, it's not like you can spread this around or ignore me or something.. But anyway I cut because I can just take that much shit in my life.. I am not gonna bore you and tell you my...

Okay, I went to a party at a friends house.. Just a few ppl came, so it was more like a get-together or something.. And I knew like.. well there was one out of all there that I hadn't seen before.. xDAnyway, so at this party was a guy called Jonas (<33) and somehow we ended up cuddling on the couch.. No makeing out, no kissing.. just cuddling.. It was so sweet.. Then I had to leave (needed to...

Me and my friend went to Glanshammar, a bit outside Örebro where I live, to go see Nagasaki Youth Hostel. I know the singer and he asked me if I wanted to come.. <3 They were awesome, though they had to wait for like 5 min becase one speaker stopped working.. Buut, since the singer is so cute and funny it didn't matter *__* LolAnyway, they did Speak (the song above) and another song called The...