My head is spinning, my heart beat drops, my mouth is dry, my body shakes. I can't make out what is being said I feel as if I was hit by a train. My heart sinks so low I don't even think its beating at all. My mouth is dry ,my throat can't make out any words not even a cry. I feel my body shaking till it goes numb all at once. After sitting in silence burly breathing, I finally came to reality and...

im not sure of what to write but id like to finally have something up.. so ill start with me and why im here. my name is vanesa and the reason im on this site is to express myself and get other peoples point of view... sometimes, when i talk i feel like im not being understood or it seems no ones really cares. so im hoping with mibba ill finally have some kinda place for myself.. even if its just...