Everything is fucking messed up.L is being so fake,I can't stand it.I'm trying to keep our friendship together,but it's not working.Her and T are still being stupid and ignoring each other most of the time.It's insane.Meanwhile I'm fucking in love with K and JC will only talk to me outside of school.I don't understand how everything can be so fucking complicated this year when we've only been in...

I don't understand why L is still treating me so badly.I thought things had changed.I guess not.And she acts so bitchy all the time...I try to ask her what's wrong,and why,but she always says 'nothing'.I don't ask her more than a few times.She doesn't deserve it.Is that mean?Well it's true.She doesn't.I have a psychiatrist appointment today.Yay me.And I'm getting my meds,I guess they pushed up the...

I'm not quite sure what I'm doing.I guess I'm starting a blog.My name is Jay(Well,it's not,but that's what you can call me)and this is,kind of,my story.I'm not starting from the beginning.I'm starting from right here,the middle,and I guess you'll figure it out as you go along.Today was horrible.K was crying pretty much all day at school(but she's so pretty when she cries).She thinks she's some...