She rips through the pages.And laughs.Laughs at my emotions.At my struggling.At my feelings.At my life.And at me.I desperatly try to grab it away.This is why I don't keep one.She says she won't read it.It's mine.She's a liar.She has always lied to me.When have I ever had privacy?I don't have it.I never have.Back to the room I'm now confined in.For one long month.I crawl into my bed.Five feet above...

He's perfect.There's something wrong.He is my hero.He is unbreakable.Unstoppable.Fearless.Confident.Happy.But he hides something.What's wrong?Nothing.He's lying.Unbreakable.Until that day.Turn around.Look at me.Tell me the truth.When did you do this?His blue eyes search my brown green.I've known.And he knows that.But I couldn't believe he was unbreakable.If I saw this.Battle scars.Fighting...

No one has to know.I wipe away blood once more.These words are different than the usual insults cut into myself.These are positive.I've been to counseling.I take the pills.I talk to people.I compliment myself.I'm confident.Yet I'm not.A stronger voice says I'm worthless.Yet another word.Etched into my stomach.People know my story.They think I'm kidding.They laugh and smile.Like it's a fucking...

They're small.Kinda like birth control pills.She says they'll make me better.The doctor said I had the highest depression score out of all her patients.They said I have high anxiety.They said I'm sick.They said these would make me better.But I don't think they will.My boyfriend belives I will get better.But I don't.These pills are lies.Not anti-depressants.They just want you to think you're...

last night my mom said i had to start taking anti depressantsshe said she had taken them for yearsand that it wasnt my fault.she said my dad had taken them tooand i had recieved it rather unfairlybut that i was losing control of myself,and i had been for a while.she came to my door and told me i needed helpbut im not crazy.im fun.im a friend.i love my friends with my life.i hate my home life.i...