DiscoveryEachday I've just been taking life one step at a time. Its very difficult, but I'm a very adamant person. I say that only because even though i have a tissue like emotions, I'm impervious to displeasing situations. Not everything becomes so appealing to me. Everyday i just find more and more things about myself that can be highly prestigious, congenital, or ambivalently uncooth. I don't...

The whole depression, ex suicidal thoughts, sad suppressed memories this is all the devils doings. He's sitting back laughing. This is his plan to see me unhappy, indecisive about life choices, and achievements. he clearly sees all my potential and is trying to block god's tremendous plan for me. He won't win. I've been letting him for the past years, and i'm claiming my soul back. I just want the...

Driving on an icy non-sympathetic road can be very icy. It jut takes too much to loathe someone, all day everyday. Such an energy drain. Life is way too short. Forgive while you can, because the time may come when it's YOU that needs to be forgiven. Karma is real. Holding on to meaningless grudges won't really effect that person as bad as you, because you're having all that bottled up hatred, and...

I really believe that God gave me this remarkable& delectable gift to write. It just comes so natural to me.Having a recise skill to transform your coherent,deeply embedded thoughts on a paper, persistantly& effectively. I actually started acknowledgingmy skills, & giving myself alot more credit.He has also blessed me with other gifts as wellas having an independant sage...

I feel so caged in. Someone let me out. I have no air to breathe. Sometimes i close my eyes and envision as if I'm in a movie playing a helpless character role. I cautiously open my eyes to ajar, wishing it was just a fictional dream. I am that character. Well, i strongly feel as such. Can't remember the last time i gasped for fresh air outside, other than looking out the window pane, or the last...

I'm a very sensitive, and emotional person. I'm very co-dependant, and i love entirely too fast. I love the emotional support, and stability from others. My mind and souls is full of relentless emotions. There's pain, anger, sadness, happiness, i can go on and on. It's rare that i do grudges. I'm usually so forgiving. I always smile to keep from crying. Eachday i walk around like NOTHING ever...

Deep inside these holes are embedded tracings of love and endless pain, Buried under in coherent grounds of depth. What i admire most about these tracings are... it's persistently vivid.. It's theme messages, it easily tells a story, w/ sedimental values. You can't erase these tracings. It can represent so much in small words and sight. It's like a creation of memories of who you are, in these...

What happened to me? WHERE are the sparks that always ignited, and re-invigorated my spirit once before? WHO AM I? WHAT AM I? Maybe i need to do more soul searching.. People know more about me than what i display. I'm amazed and ashamed at the same time. I wish i was able to go back in time where things were much easier. Hell, I'm sure everyone does. Why does the ball always deflate on my side of...