And so the story continues...And theres nothing I can do about it.Yes it controls, You all just dont understand do you?No one cares how much pain im in right now. how depressed i really am.The only thing i can do is hide behind a smile..and sometimes i think, is it worth it?I've cried and cried so many times with what i've become....im not bubbly..No more smiles..the only smiles i do is to hide my...

I dont know what im feeling anymore...Its so hard to just forget everythingI have tried so hard and still feeling the same over and over again.I wish everything was still the same..But its not..and you know it. and its all your fault :[all of it is cos of you >;[And you act like there was nothing..And if you really cared you'd be here with me.No one understands how I feel..Yesterday I was in...