Well, my school is having a thingy called a social for my class. Here are the reasons this is a pile of shit1-the theme is New York at Night....WTF does that mean? I'll probably go as a Bridge and Tunnel Girl. Fuck them if they deem it not right.2- They say it isn't mandatory to invite someone, but only guys with DATES go. So umm, where does that leave me?3- I want to invite this girl I like (I'm...

My mom decided that I need to go to a psychiatrist. I have OCD and an aniety disorder (painc attacks) and she was all "i have no idea what to do for you!! Your driving me crazzy! It'll help!" BUT>>>>I hate being evaluted. It makes me uncomfortable. And the worst thing is when someone asks you what you are doing on a certain night and you have an appiontment! Yeah "Sorry I can't go to...

My friend and I were talking today about how soon there is going to be a need for soldiers and how this time it's going to be men and women. Just felt like talking about this. It went something like thisLex: I think I'd rather go to jail than to fight.Me: Yeah, I would defnatly never be able to kill anyoneLex: Yes you wouldArgues about my sadistic tendencies for next 20 minutesLex: Fine you...

I told the rest of my friends I am Bi/Pansexual yesterday. They took it very well. My Friend Mandy, the one I was most worried about was just like "Okay, as long as you don't have a crush on me." I fell of my seat laughing.One kid I know though was spewing hatred and saying how gays go to hell. I seriously wanted to strangle him. That's bewteen me, who I love and the sumpreme being I so amazingly...

I was wacthing tv and I saw this tralier for what looks to be another damn horror movie with no plot. And then I saw the kid. He looked like a blond version of Frank Iero. He has the same smile. \There are two boys in the movie. One named Michael pitt and the other Brady Corbert. Brady is the one I'm talking about.Haha, watch the clip and tell me it's not your biggest fear, two wierd blonde sadist...

There is this girl in my class who I really like. She is smart, funny, and cute. And she sorta looks lke Gerard Way (she has the same nose and face shape). Let's call her Dusk.I was on the phone with her and we were helping each other with a health project. I forgot how we got on the topic but I think It had something to do with me and my self-loathing. She was all "You're so pretty, I don't know...

This isn't a journal hating on all emotinal people, I'm one of them!!I feel like a weird teenie writing this but I have to. This girl in my class keeps bitching about how bad her life is. It fucking annoys me. I can understand the occasion whininess and pms-ing but every single day!!! I hate it.Everyone has a well, difficult life. Get over yourself. No one has a harder time or an easier life. Some...

Thank God, It was dark and scary in there.....Just KiddingWell' Today I called my best friend and FINALLY told her I am Bi/Pan-sexual. The Convo is Kinda FunnyCalls BF, Lexi: Hey LexLex: Hey Ria. You have something to say? (I had e-mailed her telling her I had something important to say)Me: Not right now, Not on the phone*beats around bush for ten minutes*Lex: Are you going to tell me or...

I spent the day hanging out with my little brother and my parents. URGG!!! UN-COOL, UN-COOL!!!! The worst part was I couldn't even be normal for a day. I had to almost pass out.First we went to Dave and Busters. For those who don't know it's a restaurant/arcade. Sorta like a better version of Chuckie Cheese. Well, I happen to be agoraphobic and there were so many people there. It's Vacation and a...

I was talking to my friend today and we were disussing Nick and Norah's infinate playlist. I can't wait for it to be made into a movie. Part of me is scared they are going to fuck it up. I heard it will have a PG-13 rating. Gosh fucking Dammit. They won't be able to have any of the "sexually explict" scenes in it. GRRRRRI love Juno and think Michael Cera did a good job. Can he be my ideal man, the...

Um, I had sex ed in science class today. Very uncomfortable. Expectialy because my teacher is a fat,old, ugly version of bill nye science guy. And he jokes all the time about very odd topics. He says that my world civ teacher is his step son and today walked into civ class and started telling my teach to clean his room.Back to topic, There was a pic with a guy having an erection and he started...

Tomorrow in math class we are making barbie bungie of the foya and mesuring something. I really could care less about the math. All i care about is trying to cause a "techincial diffuculty" and making barbie fall. HEHE. I think the teacher will get mad though cuz she's sorta doesn't like me. I really don't pay attention in her class, because it's so boring. Also she is a fuckin lunatic. If you...

Well, today was an early dismissal day and I really would only have a hour off if it wasn't for..SNOW! Unfortuanlty it wasn't the pretty white stuff that falls down and covers the ugly in the world. No it was the slushy, wet and as soon as it hit the ground, muddy snow. So insted of cancelling school, we got in late and out early.That was the good part. The bad part was that I had to walk to the...

I know that I'm pansexual and attracted to peole of the same sex. I have told a few people, basically only the few other girls I know that are also either bi, pan or lesbian. Everyone I have told accepts me and supports me. Yet for some reason I can't come out to my family or friends. My parents aren't homophobs and believe love is love. My friends are accepting of others but I'm just scared to...

That cursed day is coming and again I want to scream! Why should there be a spefic date in which I must show affection for others? Why can't I celebrate my love for them the other 364 days of the year.. Grr. Plus I don't have a date. Boo-hoo. Just kidding. I sorta hate all this mushy crap and I'm not a big fan of dating (mainly cuz most guys don't like the idea of dating a girl who is slightly...

Today was a pep rally at my schooll.Yeah for having classes cut short, boo for listening to stupid speeches about sports I don't care about(if you can't tell by my screenname I'm not the most athelic ...or coordinated person).Well, I was going on the bleachers when I saw this girl who is wicked nice with an open seat next to her. I went to change dirctions when I tripped and fell down the...

I don't know about you guys but my gym class is a monster. I had to 150 crunches a bunch of laps and a little time on the cardio machines. I am basically doubled over in pain(but i can aleady feel myself getting stronger). Gym i guess is sorta fun, I mean i have a bunch of friends and i get to go on the treadmill (it rotates *hehe*). But there is something you don't know about me. I am totally out...

I go to an all-girl Roman Catholic shool and they're very accepting of lesbians. One of the jokes made about my school is that if you go there you are either a slut or a lezbo. I always laughed it off, but lately I have been having feeling for this girl.She is the only girl i feel like this for. She's sweet and kind and cute. But very very straight.If a told her it would ruin our friendship. I...