Hello peeps,I haven't been able to write anything lately, (obviously) due to school, work, my horse, and my massive case of writers block. I tried NANOing like I try every year, only to realize that its pretty damn hard to write 50,000 words in a month when you're already struggling with school work and work work. I didn't have time to write then, and I still don't. Between work and school (which...

Sometimes I really hate my sister. She says I'm lazy and worthless and she hates me. I'm so done with her. Its not fair to me to see that shit. I think she's worthless and fake. I can't wait to never see her again. When she moves, I won't ever have to see her again. And if I do, I'm never speaking to her because there's no point. I mean, I'm worthless, so why should I make an effort? I mean, I'm...

This one is for an ex, who I currently wish I was still with.1) Somebody I used to know--Mayday Parade Cover--This one is because when we broke up, he acted like we had no history, no past, and it really bothered me because we used to be really close.2) Redneck Crazy--I totally get how he feels now, and I regret everything I did to him.3) Somewhere with you--I tried so hard to replace him and move...

This is for my dog Max. He is --sorry-- was. A golden retriever who was my best friend. He died last June, and I'm still struggling to get over losing him. Yesterday, my sister entered him into a contest, and if he wins, we're going to use the article space we get to help raise awareness over the cancer that stole him from me. If you could vote, that would be...

Its so all over the place. Nothing is in order, nothing makes sense, and I keep writing whatever comes to mind and I have no idea how to blend it and its starting to make me really, really, really angry. I mean, its nice that I'm writing again, and its not just my PTV story, and this is something I could actually get published but I mean, I can't get it published if I can't finish it and write it...

So its my nineteenth birthday today. I have to work and I don't like parties or anything, so I was going to get my dogs memorial tattoo and then another one that was more personal. I had money all saved up. I go to count it tonight and low and behold, I'm missing 60+ dollars. My sister stole my fucking money. And my fucking bra. I'm going to kick her fucking ass so hard when she gets home.

How embarrassing. So I'm sitting here, looking out my window every five seconds because I'm waiting for the mail like a five year old waiting for Santa. The mailman is basically my santa whenever I'm waiting for anything in the mail.So my sister stole my bra. I'm mad. It was a VS bra, and I never spoil myself with those because they cost my than I could ever make.Good god he is slow. Or maybe he...

So I had this dream last night, and it was so beyond weird.Collide with the sky had finally came out, and I was trying to get it from my mailbox, but there was a bear. So I was trying to figure out how to get it when Kellin Quinn magically appears in my house, chilling on my couch. He tells me he needs to goto valleyfair to ride the Wild Thing until he pukes. I don't know. I tell him there is a...

I've been upset for the past few days.I called my parents to find out when the hell I'm getting my surgery, and he told me the last thing I should be worrying about is scheduling a surgery around a concert.Uhm, what? No. I need to go to Warped this year. They have all my bands there. ALL OF THEM. And its cheaper than the other concert I want to goto and I would rather give that one up because I...