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my mom is being a hella bitch lately because she's stressed
but i don't care much about presents
i'm just in it for the food
man fuck that shit
i would've been like ' hahah h8 u no way '
i understand though
it made him realize that you're perfectly fine without him, and he wants you to be miserable yanno, the typical ' oh i don't have my dad wah wah wah '
retarded shit
kudos to you for going though, that's a very big thing to do
amg. I watched this movie tonight called Lilya 4-ever and OH MY JESUS. That shit is SO SAD. D: It's about this Russian girl, Lilya, and her and her mom live in a poor part of town in a flat, but her mom just ditches her to move to the US with her new boyfriend, so Lilya is all alone, and only 16. And she only has her 14-year-old friend Volodya who has an abusive, alcoholic dad so he has to live with her part time and it's just so sad. You should watch it sometime even though it's so sad, because it's a good movie. Scary, but good.
Oh, and I miss you. And I love you. Aaaand... yeah. Just get on MSN whenever, yeh?
yeah, no kidding.
and i hate fighting with her because i know how good of a person she can be, so i argued with her all last night and then told her we could be good again if she actually started giving a shit about me.
i guess i'm kind of a pushover. .__.
anyway, she promised. so i'm like, okay, last fuckin' chance.
nah, not really. sort of just high school. she's changed a lot.
i mean, so have i, but not in a bad way, i don't think. i became more confident is all. i'm friends with the older kids and talk to the boys i like and she's just sort of incapable of that. i think she's intimidated.
Oh, and I'm Lyssa, by the way. Nice to meetcha.