So I split up with my boyfriend on Saturday, we both kinda knew it was going to happen due to the constant arguments and the fact that we just weren't as happy as we used to be... but it still really hurts. We met up last night to try and talk things out but we just ended up arguing again.. but after a while we decided that maybe we could be friends... but every time I speak to him he tells me he...

So I've been with my boyfriend 2 months and we're really getting sick of using condoms, plus we think he's allergic to certain makes... so I've said I'll go on a type of contraception... I used to be on the pill, but I'm really forgetful and I used to always forget it so I want something basically that I don't need to remember to do or take.I've been looking at the implant and also the injection,...

Because I'm that much of a twat I started arguing with my boyfriend once again, the arguments have been constant for a few weeks now but I thought things might of been getting better... now they're not.He said he doesn't know if he can be with me anymore, he says he's sick of the constant arguing which most of the time is my fault.I feel like my life has just collapsed around me, like my heart has...

I'm a completely different person...I never used to be like this, I used to be so outgoing and happy, yeah I had my moments but I was really happy. I had fun and laughed all the time. Now it's lucky you get a smile out of me...I love my boyfriend I really do, but it seems that even though I am happy with him I'm just not the girl I used to be... I'm always being a bitch or in a bad mood, I'm...

So I'm a huge Buffy The Vampire Slayer fan... I watch them over and over again, anyway... I've just watched the end of season 2 where Buffy has to sacrifice Angel to save the world... seeing how hurt and painful it must be has made me burst into tears...I couldn't ever imagine having to let my boyfriend go, I never want it to happen! We may fight and argue a hell of a lot but I'd never be able to...

Every year I've either had a kick ass party on my garden with a bbq and loads of beer and music or I've gone out with the friends for drinks.. but this year I don't know what to do... It's my 22nd, not exactly a huge deal but I still want to celebrate it!I don't want a huge party this year I know that.. but I don't know if I want to go out for drinks either.. it's gonna be my first birthday with...

So tonight I went out for my cousins 18th, was all hyped up for it. Had a well good night except for a few things. Went into one place and suddenly my phone starts buzzing so check it to find I have a friend request on facebook from my ex boyfriend. I haven't spoken to him in ages, he was the boyfriend I was with when I got pregnant and lost the baby :(Anyway he wanted to see me, but me being...

So I've become quite obsessed with this song by Rita Ora feat. Tinie Tempah called R.I.P. Yes it may have been Drake who wrote it but Rita's version just stands out more to me, specially them lyrics I have used for this journal title.I'm not the girl I used to be a few years ago, I'm completely different.I don't let people walk all over me like a doormat anymore, I stand for myself and say what I...

Go to my page if you wanna check it out guys.It's probably crappy, because my word doesn't work, so I'm just writing it straight into the box on here. Copying it from my book.Yeah, so I'm kinda nervous what people will think of it, it's kinda personal to me and hits some big topics what happened in my life in the last year...If any of you read it, don't be afraid to let me know what you think,...

Ever had that feeling where you just want to get out, run away from everything and everyone around you?Where life just doesn't seem to be working out for you and you just want to start again?I'm quite sick of getting that feeling and right now all I want to do is pack a bag and get out.I'm sick of being treated differently to my brothers, I'm sick of them getting away with everything but if I do...

At one point you could write a journal and within seconds you'd have a comment, but now it seems nobody is commenting on any journals at all.I mean one of my journals had 21 readers, thats a lot to say my journals are full of crap, but I didn't have one comment, it was crazy. I've seen people put a lot of thought into their journals and nobody comments.I just don't get it!I got woke up 3 hours...

and I don't see me stopping any time soon. It's 2.05am and I don't see me stopping writing at all, I'm not even tired yet!I don't know whats gotten into me because I haven't been into writing this much for about 3 years and all of a sudden I can't stop!I love it!I gotta thank my cousin for the insperation really, because she was the one who told me my life could be like a story with all the things...

I miss them friends you have where you can talk to them about anything and I mean anything, even something that if you spoke to someone else about it they'd think your weird or whatever. I mean, I have my cousin who I class as my sister, who is also my bestfriend at the same time and I talk to her like that. But I remember coming online and having the most funniest, awesomest convo's ever. Now, I...

I'm going to see a tribute to these tonight :DI'm really excited.It's called Lets Hang On and basically goes through the story of how they were formed and the music they brought out.It's gonna be an awesome night I think :)If you don't know who Frankie Valli is, you'll probably know some of the songs, likeBeggin'Sherry,Bye Bye Baby (Baby Goodbye)Can't take my eyes off you.Big Girls Dont Cry.A lot...

So, about 2 months ago one of my bestfriends, who I've known a few years tells me he likes my cousin, so me being the nice person decides to try and hook them up.It works and they get together.They're together for about a month and it's all happiness.But suddenly this week it changes, he doesn't talk to her for 5 days, ignoring her calls and messages then suddenly he decides to get intouch. Then...

I've had sudden insperation to write a story, no fanfiction, no bands, no famous people. Just characters and a storyline.The storyline is based on true events, my own experiences but the rest of it is fiction.I've already wrote two chapters and I'm itching to write more, but I need sleep and I've decided to watch Titanic in bed :)I'm also gonna think about writing a new chapter for my Avenged...

So I've never really tried to write an original fic, I'm always doing fanfiction to do with bands or things like that...but I've decided to give it a try.So I've decided to base the story on an experience I've had, so the story will be based off me and my friends and family... I was just wondering, would I use the real names of my friends and family, or should I change them.At the minute I'm using...

I gave up writing in 2009 when I just couldn't come up with anything half decent. It bugged me that I'd start something but couldn't finish it or make anything from it. I hated getting inspiration one minute then the next I was giving up. So I stopped writing all together.Well just lately I've started writting little drabs... and I've got this idea in my head and I've tried and tried so many...

So someone told me about a site to get layouts, so I found a layout I wanted and put the CSS and HTML in, added all the bits I needed to and saved it. Went to my profile to see my awesome layout, clicked on something to make sure it takes me to the right page to find it doesnt! -__- was not happy!Also I couldn't write all my "about me" stuff either, it wouldn't fit! -__- :( I want a new and...

So yesterday I put up a journal about something huge what happened in my life, that caused me the most pain I have ever felt... and ever since I wrote about it I can't stop thinking about my ex.It's doing my head in so much, because he was the biggest dick ever. He caused me so many problems, got me into so much trouble. We argued constantly, he was into drugs and I hated it.So why do I still love...