I don't really have people to actually talk to about my life.. so I always end up on here posting something. I never know if I'm looking for advice for comfort or something else.. But I know I need to discuss things with someone and no one I actually know can do that with me.I haven't been doing anything good with my life at all for years. I have.. maybe.. I don't even know if I have actual...

I'm completely and utterly a useless person. Sometimes I think I have friends, but I'm not even a last resort for them, oh unless it's for something they messed up them selves on their hair, then they call me and complain about it at midnight on a Sunday.I think I'm a decent person most of the time.. maybe I'm not though.I know I'm shy, and boring, and the only thing I'm interested in is food. I...

There's a big problem when you're tired as fuck and you are so uncomfortable that you can't even fall asleep.I went to bed at about midnight last night, but I don't think I fell asleep till around 2am. Then forced myself to stay in bed till 7:30, 7:40ish.I can not deal with this anymore.. It keeps happening. I shouldn't have to force myself to stay in bed when I'm bloody tired still.I can't tell...

Canada has finally taken action on getting rid of this costly little coin. For years it's cost about twice as much to make, then it's worth. The stopped making the penny last year, and tomorrow you can not get any from the bank.. however you can bring them in no problem.Now.. I have a liking to coins.. I have no idea why. So I went 2 times and got $15 worth of pennies. So $30, and got my dad to...

I'm been thinking about my birthday... I keep having delusions that I have proper friends that would be thrilled to come to my birthday party. I really should no better then to think of fun stuff I'd like to have for my birthday. It never happens.I only get calls if they want their hair done or fixed. Oh then get pretty much bitched at cause I can't give her the answers she wants.I was nice enough...

For the passed 4 days I've been rereading my story that I have posted on here, trying to fix things etc..I didn't fix what's actually posted on the website just on my computer..I honestly haven't touched it in a couple years.. I've just been in a massive state of writers block..But going though it, and also just reading books and stories on here.. I've noticed how badly I've written mine.. I mean...

In Canada we are slowly getting the plastic bank notes. I so far don't like them, and I know you guys have had them for a couple years at least.How do you get used to them? They don't fold very well at all, and they stick like crazy to each other.I feel like this is a highly stupid question but please humour me with answers to this.So far we've only gotten $100, $50, and just recently the $20.Oh...

I quite done with this life. It's a worthless piece of shit that just needs to go. Nothing in my life is going any way that's good. I really don't have any friends. I try and contact them and they either don't get back to me for days/weeks or not at all.I really don't want to be here anymore. It's not worth it. I cry all the time now.I try and hide all this from people but then I just do other...

I got a new friend to help me out with taking my cats for 24 hours while they fumigated my apartment.However it all came to a crashing end when the person driving didn't think picking me up to take my own cats home would be a good idea.My female cat got mad/stressed and bit my friend badly on her hand. We went to the hospital to make sure everything things all right...I feel like complete shit...

If you look up any pumpkin pie recipe it has a very bland amount of spices in it, this is why I've always disliked homemade ones.So after hours/days of testing and sampling I have found an awesome mix. This is by no means weak on the spices and many may think it's WAY to much, but from many testers as well I believe this recipe is pretty much perfect.Very Spiced Pumpkin Pie100g Eggs (2 large...

I started doing this last Thanksgiving because the homemade pumpkin pies are just bad. Not enough spice in there. Store bought pies are just.. store bought, made with gross extra ingredients that should never go into food.So I bought a fresh whole pumpkin, cut it in half with great effort, and pierced the whole thing with a fork and tried to infuse it before hand. I don't think it made a...

Fireworks going off right now. I can't see them though.. They are behind the building.So many people flock to Ottawa for Canada Day. It's the only day of the year Ottawa has a high tourist ratio. The rest of the time.. Ottawa is a gaint lame city.BUT... nothing was closed today cause they moved Canada day to July 2 when it falls on a weekend so the government can have an extra day off. Everyone...

http://www.mibba.com/Member/28105/Photos/441359/Do not know how to do a link for that link..I just finished it. I think it's alright. I really like the flowers. I was surprised they came out so good.Had to do it a couple times.What does everyone think?The words should be better when I do it tomorrow since I have my icing tips at school, and that was done with a paper cone.

Okay.. So as a very small amount of you know I'm into the BDSM lifestyle.And in the lifestyle.. I get certain thoughts.. Some where vanilla people freak out from and call you messed up etc..Well I had a lovely... thought yesterday night.A candle lit room. good music. different melted hot wax in different colours lined up on the table. A few paint brushes as well.Me restrained on the bed waiting...

So I was supposed to bake a 6 layered rainbow cake with a friend today.. But after 4 hours of her somehow failing how to get around the city that she's lived in all her life it was a bust.I also decided to take all the eggs, and buttermilk out of the fridge to get to room temperature.After getting home from trying to meet her somewhere, I decided to make the cake, just not the 6 layers. That takes...

Question!Okay.. I know you guys call sprinkles tens and thousands ( or something very similar).. but... do they say that on the container it comes in? And can anyone send a link to what they look like. Yes this seems like a very pointless question, but I'm very curious. I enjoy finding things that are the same in both places that speck English but we all have a different name. Canada is quite...

What is wrong with me? I have no social life, no money, no self esteem, and no way of ever finding someone to be happy with.. Now school takes up some time, but that doesn't change the no social life.. My work barely pays me money.. I'm a giant waste of space on this dying planet..As much as I try to make things better it folds over on me.. I pretend I'm happy. The guy I'm 'seeing' I'm not seeing....

Leap year this year. Finally get a real birthday today. Had to wait 4 years.Turned 7.. but also 28.Went to a fancy restaurant. Had a lovely meal. Found out my Chef teacher works there.. didn't realize he worked at that hotel.Anyway I hadCrab cakesRoasted duck, with veggies, and potatoesCreme BruleeAlso brought my Angel Food Cake (they charged us to eat it there..)And they also gave me a plate that...

I just found this little article from my friends Facebook.http://ca.news.yahoo.com/blogs/dailybrew/catholic-schools-ontario-ban-rainbows-185825842.htmlWhat the bloody hell?How in the world is this even allowed?Me being a fan of rainbows purely because it's fantastically awesome and pretty, and the colours look and work brilliantly together. Of course I love them as well for the Pride symbol. I do...

A beautiful sunny warm day in Canada for Thanksgiving. No turkey though or family for me today, I have to work. But tomorrow I get roast beef, and my awesome very spiced homemade pumpkin pie, and hopefully an awesome homemade stuffing.. Never made it before so I'll see how it goes..Any other Canadians having their turkey day this weekend?I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I...