Resolutions for 2010 and what I did iin 09!

1. Start eating more organic vegan food2. Think about what career I want to persue3. Get healthy4. GET A JOB!!!5. Write more6. Meditate more7. Get positive8. See HelloGoodbye live! I’ve been trying to see them for two year now!9. Go to warp tour, 2010 will be the tour’s sweet sixteen!10. Somehow speak with Shaant and find out why the band really broke up <- I cried when I found out ;_;1.I...
January 2nd, 2010 at 05:27pm

William Beckett Has A Daughter?

I was reading the story on TAI in the latest alternative press, and William admitted to having a two year old daughter. Oh and he's engagedI'm not upset or anything, my crush on him has passed a looooong time ago, but I'm just in shock really. I think back, and wonder if I knew about this two years ago when my crush on him was at it's highest, if I found out then, I might have cried, and I laugh...
October 4th, 2009 at 06:19am

So this is what love is?

This is the day I find out what love is, as I recalled the feelings I had when I first saw youI could never forget that life altering September nightIt was the night I realized that this was the path I wanted to followThis was what I wanted to spend the rest of my life doingThe rest of my life chasing.I was mildly familiar with youI was just getting into this "scene"You called to me though, your...
April 15th, 2009 at 03:05am

These journal entries are always pointless.

UGH!I hate stories where people say "I love you" on their first dateMaybe I'm so bitter on that because I can't find any love myself...NOPE!But really, it is annoying.I think I might make a Mason Musso story, so all youz guyz can seez howz itz doneEmily, your not THAT good of a writer >:OI know little imaginary voice, I know u.uNo, I think I might though, I do have an idea floating around in my...
January 14th, 2009 at 09:30am

This is random as hell

Okay, so I was watching Tom and Jerry a little bit ago and I just realized how sick that cartoon was. Well mainly ONE cartoon...er...skit.So if your as familiar with the show as I am, then you already know the whole plot, who doesn't. But one thing that kinda made me go "WTF?!" was this one little skitSo First off, Jerry is narrating the whole thingIt was one where Tom and Jerry are friends, and...
January 11th, 2009 at 04:12pm

What I want to do in 09...

I'm posting these here, so at the end of this year I can go back and see what I actually stuck to1.I want to get into more underground bands2.Go to more concerts this year3. Attend warp tour 094.Buy more Cd's, I feel more special when I have a CD5.Get more comfortable in my own skin6. Watch my brother graduate College7.Get into the academy [it's a school :)]8.Finish decorating my ceiling, half of...
January 1st, 2009 at 09:39pm

Let's see what I acived in 08'!

I remember posting a journal on my quizilla in late 07, on all my new years resolutionsLet's see which ones I stuck to![I actually forgot like all of them about a month after posting them too]Finally learn guitar/get new guitar stringsStatus: Failure, I didn't want to anymoreSee cobra starship liveStatus: WIN! <3 gotta love wsarp tour 8/8/08See The academy is live [again]Status: EPIC WIN! I saw...
December 24th, 2008 at 04:25pm

I can't think of a title that will catch your attention...

I remember I was in my parents room and my basset hound had his head on a plate and then I was like"Dad why is Benson laying on the plate?""Because I didn't let him lick it and he's pissed off so now he's trying to make me feel bad" After he said the Benson let out a sad groan, it was funnyWhen I woke up I found that someone left my bathroom door open, and my dog chunk got into my trash, so I had...
September 30th, 2008 at 05:58am

What has been up with my dreams?

Okay well last night I had a dream I was at a party with my friends Lacie, Vanessa and Asia.Asia went to go drink, Lacie went to go get stoned and Vanessa and I stayed together. The party was kind of lame, and I walked into a room where a bunch of people [including William Beckett!] were getting stoned, I was like "OH MY GOSH" and I just walked away. Vanessa and I left to this parking lot thing...
September 22nd, 2008 at 06:59am

A recap of what has been happening

Well this happened like two weeks ago, but I'll post it anywayLacie and I went on a walkWe tried to take a picture and Lacie tripped and made me laughThen I took a picture of Lacie multitasking; swinging and taking pictures-FF TO NEXT WEEK-I went to the orthodontist and found out I'm going to get my braces off in November, then I got to try on my DR's glassesThen my mommeh and I went to the car...
September 21st, 2008 at 06:41am

I miss writing

I want to, but I must get caught up on schoolBLECHI mean it's either I get caught up with school or no Academy Is in PortlandThe school system/website was down for like two weeks, and now I'm supposed to get all caught up on that shizz on MY OWN TIME?! Why can't the teachers just start off where everyone left off?I can write a journal thing because these only take me like ten minutes see the time...
September 20th, 2008 at 02:14pm

GUESS WHAT

One year ago today was my first concert, which happened to be a little band called THE ACADEMY IS...I'm hoping today will be good, Saturday has always been my favorite day.I'm going to see TAI in Portland on the 23! Last time I saw them [one year ago] it was a Thursday, and when I see them this time it'll be a Thursday. I saw them on warped, but that was a Friday...HIS GURL FRIDAYYYYI haven't...
September 13th, 2008 at 02:24pm

One time William Beckett and I thought the same thing

I'm not in love, and I'm done with this drama, I'm not gonna waste any more lyrics on you, your not worth my tears, I'm biting my lip and putting my foot down. I'm so over you.Thats something I wrote in like late January/ Early FebuaryI'm not gonna waste any more lyrics on youI'm not gonna waste these words...I was thinking about why I felt so close to that song, and thats why :]Of course at the...
September 9th, 2008 at 10:11am

yesterday weas HORRIBLE!

Well yesterday I woke up at like 3:00pmand I felt dizzythen my stomach started killing meBut I was on my way to get entertainment weekly which had the academy is... in there so I kissed it upThat magazine was like the new holy grail to find like seriously no one had itI had to go all the way to hastings which is in boisebut in the parking lot I saw this guy and he was like beautiful! Well I didn't...
August 19th, 2008 at 11:31pm

:/ god I feel lame

I didn't want to post this, but I didn't want to not post it. How about I just put a warning.WARNING:Below contains a very lame letter that I wrote in ten minutes that I was to afraid to post on the actual comment/board it was meant to go on. It's not worth the "insert amount of time here" to read :/I'd like to tell you what I think of you, I'd like to say how much you've inspired me, but I know...
July 24th, 2008 at 05:49am

All is well as of an hour ago

After I posted that entry it started pouring down rain, now I love rain and I feel this is a sign telling me everything will be alrightSo I went out front, it was like 3:00am and I was just watching it, inhaling the scent of the wet pavement [I could get high off that smell] Then I went out back and sat on the patio and just let myself get drenched. I sat out there for like thirty minutes, then...
July 22nd, 2008 at 12:48pm

In a nutshell, I'm scared

I've been hearing so many bad reviews about the academy is...'s upcoming album. I don't want to be disappointed, I don't want to sit and watch my favorite band 'sell out'Listening to a 30 second sampler of about a girl made me tear up, but forever young is...not really doing anything. I mean it's my second time listening to it, and I'm getting a little more feeling from it.It's clear adults suck...
July 22nd, 2008 at 10:55am

Dear William Beckett,

Are you sure your not a model?Ahhh that man amazes me every day. The academy is... is coming out with a new record, he has his own website with his blog on it and, he is the only singer/songwriter that can make me randomly start crying during one of his songs. Seriously I heard a thirty second sampler of about a girl and I started to cry :-/So very exciting news. It will make you pee your pants....
July 17th, 2008 at 01:45pm