see, guys like treating me like utter shit. i try to be good for them and it's still not good enough. like what the hell?i haven't dated in 3 years and i honestly don't know what love is anymore and i don't want to know what it is. i'm pretty sure that stuff hurts. it hardly ever lasts anyway, right?i made this account to write and socialize, but now i'm regretting it, i got treated like dirt on...