I messed up so much with you. It’s hard to see you and realize you don’t care about me anymore. That I’ve done so many horrid things to you to a point to where you can’t accept me in your life anymore. Knowing I’m nothing to you, when I used to be something to you, hurts so badly. We’ve lost contact for so long and I regret everything. I regret even hurting you in the slightest way. I...