So, if you follow up on my blogs, you probably know about Emily by now huh? Well, guess what? Emily found my mibba, and she'll probably see this...maybe, if she wastes anymore breath on me. And it's done, us, everything we've built up so far, has now come crashing down. I think I'm in shock, or something of the sort...I don't know. I can't feel it anymore, the heartache, you know? It's like...