Ok so we're all technically dying minute by minute were one minute closer to death, morbdi i know.I am hurting. I am dying on the inside after a recent huge crisis and no one cares or knows. They know the crisis and all are like ' oh your doing really well"I can reason out the right things to do and say. Taking counseling classes has helped me, but its drastically different when it's you.Why is it...

insanity is an understatement of the current state of my life. There is wayyy to much going on and not enough time for me to take care of all the things that need taking care of. I need a clone or something.I am sore still from my car accident. I am tired all the time from being busy and I am starting to feel a bit of depressed from being so busy and not having outlet like writing time. I am not...

so I am reminded that life is way to short to be petty.I was in a pretty nast car accident, my car is likely to be totaled, considering it's an excellent condition 06 that makes the damage intense. The other driver ran a red light and t-smashed my drivers side. Luckily I was the only one in my car. Ha and they always want to blame the young driver, well it was the mid aged driver this time I did...

I am going nuts. There is actually quite a few guys who like me at the moment. I am not really into any of them, although the attention can be nice at times, I don't want to lead a guy on either when I don't forsee a future with them.There is one guy in particular that 'took a real shine' to me at this birthday party we both attended. He was super nice gentlemanly and everything, kept offering to...

so busy. life is out of control chaos and I will update and such when life slows to a dull roar.My uncle passed away last weekend. And I have been mad sick for like a week. I also have a big event I am doing this weekend, so life busy. I <3 you all and don't have my lack of randomness in updates and or comments. You are still loved:)wow.. .I wanted to post this and it was too short. I guess my...

So I am having a rough day, noted by two journal entries. I was called fat by someone today which usually doesn't bug me at all, I know I am not thin by any means, but really is it necessary to point out my flaws? Everyone seems to be doing so. I get like criticized in every aspect. I feel angry about a lot of stuff. I was like raging driving home from my dentist today I was blaring screamo music...

I think I am being overdramatic. I don't know really, but I feel sorta vain for caring. I just got some bad news from the dentist and I am like freaking out about it, like tearing up and just pitching a fit over something that should probably be rather vain. I guess I am mostly annoyed because I do my best to care for my teeth *sings brush and floss song her friend wrote* but I don't know why this...

Some days I feel like I am spinning circles and no one gets me.Today is one of those days.I have my BFF's and all but even they don't get me quite often. And I feel like I am pushing them away, it's not purposeful, just a rush of being busy and stuff on both ends. Then I get all these other friends who want to be bff's with me and where as you can always have more friends they just want to take,...

the point of a journal. what exactly is the point of having a journal. I am evaluating how I like mibba as opposed to quizilla since everyone seems to think that quizilla sucks now and the masses have moved, or something like that. but I can seem some lame legalisticness in mibba as well, like as I opened the journal page there is the attention thinger "The topic of your journal has to be...