People say teenage girls are more likely to have an eating disorder than a teenage boy. Well my question is...Is it possible to have an eating disorder and not even knowing it?I haven't been eating like I should be. I sleep alot more, and just don't find food appealing. NO IM NOT PREGGO I just haven't been eating.,I'm pale, weak.. not exactly wanting to be around family members or friends. I just...

So this journal isn't about kissing me.. who wouldn't though totally kidding.it's an update about me haha.i've been writting a few stories and The Charm School Of Gates had an awesome kick off. Thank You the Subscribers and Readers&& Comments. Continue reading it.I'm having trouble thinking of a good plot about The Charm School of Vengeance.Don't Stop Believin' is one of many new stories....

So everything is settled between me and my former friend. We are no longer friends, I mean how could I be friends with someone who put me down all the time and made me feel bad for being myself. I finally declared no more friendship with her. Yet she took along some of my other friends with her, which is so middle school! If they want to be like that then let them. I have better friends anyways!...

So I have this friend, she has been my best friend for a while. I decied to dress up and look nice because I normally havee jeans and tee on and my hair in a ponytail. She was really rude about how come I was dressed nice. She puts me down alot, I'm about to the cracking point and about to take my high-heel and beat her in the face. which I won't since I am in school I have no idea how to tell...

Why is everything so fucking hectic. No one understands how much pressure is put on teenagers these days, ecspecially with the election. I have no idea who I want to win, either way shape of form we are fucked, I'm stuck in the middle. I'm not dissing anyone about their political views or anything. I'm scared of McCain and Obama. I can't vote but, one of my teachers always tells us "You're...

So today was the day i would be seeing my future husband on stage, but Matt is sick and cannot sing, which made me feel sad, but i hope is better, but it's okay. no big deal. :)school is good. just living day by day. i got some great advice from a friend i met saturday and he told me to be more confidant about myself instead of thinking i am ugly all of the time.Today i am very confidant. which no...

Thank God It's Fucking Friday.Game Day.Fuck Yes!well anyways, there is a guy in my school, he is really cute, but his bed buddy is a bitch from hell and she thinks she is so cool. okay honestly she dated the HOTTEST guy in school and cheated on him, she is a whore, flat out. She sleeps around, and i guess she knows i like him or whatever and now she won't talk to him, she ignored him, which i...

Thanks for the advice, not unfourtnety it isn't going to happen, he has to work, but another weekend! Ah, what the heck anywaysit's THURSDAYand tomorrow is FRIDAY which i am stoked about, football games, tailgating, fun times with friends. I mean i am a senior and love to have fun, but then i can't wait until college, i mean i will be on my own with my friends.Question of the Day: If you have a...

so my friend set me up on a blind date for saturday night, it's a group date so it isn't so weird. Then the 'What Ifs' enter my mind and i don't know. Should go in with an a open mind, i think i should, then like once again [they are from the rival school=which is sweet!] i might even have a homecoming date, i mean i don't know him,i shouldn't set myself up for something like huh? well any...

Today is tuesday. the 2nd day of the long week ahead of me. i need advice about life, and what i should do with my life, my school counslers do not help, at all. -.- no one does really, i mean i have the college i want to go to, but i don't know what to do, with the rest of my life, i guess i shouldn't worry about it. people tell me i have my senior year ahead of me,all i am actually worried about...

My journal [the first part] was a random thought going through my mind.I don't know what to do about this kiss, I got from him. He apparently planned on doing it, but yet at the park, a romantic place mind you, and just felt right.I don't know what to do.LolThere Hun, I explained it, kind of.XOXOAliMarieI LOVE SYNYSTER GATES- ZACKY VENGANCE- TRACE CYRUS-A7X <--- RANDOM SO I CAN GET 100 WORDS.we...

people watching was great until, he stopped by to 'talk'. the guy that i went to get smoothies with, came by since he was in the park riding his bike, which I can not say anything about, i actually wished that he kept riding, he stopped and made small talk, then kissed me infront of God and everyone, at the park yesterday, it was kind of awkward, good kiss though.honestly, i don't know what I am...

So , I am sick. The day i went got smoothies, i drank after him, and he has the flu, so i am assuming that I am going to have to flu too, he told me he would make me chicken noodle soup, i said that it would be fine, he was telling me sweet things, i will doctor you, back to health, yet i have to the same back, but i am fine with that, but then again, i am stuck between crushing and wanting to...

Crushing sucks, you want to tell the person your going crazy for them, but you don't know the reaction. See i am a shy person when i comes to that, being honestly with someone that i like A LOT! i mean i did that before and got me in a good spot. i went to coffee and smoothies with a friend yesterday, and he told me to be honest with the guy,and smiled. i think he proboably meant that i like HIM,...

Today, Hmm, only today can i actually be happy and glad, that i am slowly coming out of depression.=] then put right back where i was a the beginning, i am looking for the good things in life and attempting to find my happiness, yet i STILL don't have my Avenged Sevenfold Concert Tickets, I am going to murder the person getting my tickets for my friends and i if he doesn't get them soon. you might...

So, today i am sick. o.OYay! i can't help that i get sick SO easily.But oh well, today is another school day, a school day, ugh, I do not want to be here at all today.The funny thing is, i am lost hahai know i laugh about it now, i think too much of my future when i am 17 years old, and a senior and trying to keep my grades up. I am going to live for the day i have today and not worry about...

Monday's are the dumbest day of the week. You have to wake up early and go to school in a hour. I don't mind school at some points, but then again, it's school. Today just happened to be a day that i would love to go home, I think i might go home and sleep, and cry and sleep some more. I am sick from screaming at our team to win[ which we did] then got a phone call from Charlie [which i was NOT...

I'm the typical girl who cries over a death or a loss of my thoughts. I can't cry anymore. my tear ducts are dry. I feel as if i am lost at the Bermuda Triangle and just floating and not caring what happens to me. My thought and feelings are trying to go back to normal. It just doesn't seem to fit my planned life now. i sat in my room last night writing down the good things in my lifeMy FamilyMy...

Last Night I almost lost someone i really care about. he was on the phone with me and wanting me back. all i heard was screaming and crying and 'i love you'My Ex Charlie was trying to kill himself last night, because he didn't have me.His sister said he was in the hospital he had really deep cuts in his arm. so he was really trying to die. he had done it before, but not as bad as last night.i care...