i have 3 new stories that i want to post but i dont know if i will because once i post them im worried that the posting will catch up to where i am with my stories and i dont know if i will just end it like that.

my friend comes online and tells me hes cut up again, and later on in the convo he starts telling me hes carving into his wrists I Dont Love You and after he says hes finished i get no reply for 30 minutes and it started to worry me, then one of his friends from the unit found him in a pool of his own blood and called the ambulence and oh god i cant deal without him, wether he knows it or not hes...

Gah, i cant take anymore of my dysfunctional business studies class.they go on about wanting to be in this company that YAA [young acheivers australia] have got us entred and registered with. they said the product that we wanted to sell, they came up with that idea, they said and signed an agreement that we will be at the markets no matter what excluding family / sporting commitments or work.and...

in living... loveing...dreaming.... and breathing.....it hurts to breathe.. it hurts to wake up each day... i wanted to cut and ive OD but i was never admitted to hospital... nothing really happened... no one knew anything... i took them with alcohol and the pack was 24.... but im still here never went to hospital... i want to cut and i want to hang myself but i know thats not the answer....i...

acting as if nothing has happened. he called me "darls." he usually just calls me by my name but idk why he called me by a "pet name".this is my ex boyfriend who now has a bf of his own....i shouldnt care that he has a bf but it makes me feel worthless and like i really am a bad person... i also realised another thing, the reason no one will tell me the 5th most hated person of my grade is, is...

we had our tetnus(sp?) shots today. one girl fainted and the rest of us were either normal or our arm was bleeding from the injection...the guy i had got... he asked me the usual questions that you have to answer before you have the needle like are you feeling well today? and are you allergic to anything and he had to ask me if i was pregnant.. i looked from him to my stomach then back to him and...