I've come to realize that the longer i hold onto the hurt and the idea of him, the longer it will take me to heal and so, I've literally gone the route of faking it until i make it. Its been working well thus far. I heard from him for christmas, i got a response to my email and then some other cryptic message about taking a different pre-cal class from the one we signed up for together for the...

I've spent the last few days super ill. I firmly believe that my brother brought the virus with him because goddamn i got sick the very day he arrived, as did my dad. But i'm doing better.Unfortunately, my thoughts of Johnny have increased tenfold and it feels like an unless onslaught. I even dreamt about him last night. I just need this to stop. Maybe its because he hasn't responded to my email...

Aside from the fact that we're three days into this little family vacation and all hell has broken loose, i'm getting a handle on my emotions. Well, in terms of this guy..my family still know how to elicit the worst reactions from me...Today was ok...but it may be because I was slightly hungover from last night and that I had to go do errands with my dad. I barely thought of him until I got home...

Have you ever met someone that is unbelievably good looking in real life but photographs like a frog? That's the guy I was with....super gorgeous in real life but hot damn, I've never met someone so un-photogenic ever in life. I got off the phone with my best friend a little while ago and stumbled onto a photo of him... I had snuck a photo of him to send to her one of the nights we were studying...

My flight to Rio will leave at 9:45pm from Houston and I can't wait. Only because i need this change of scenery . It'll be good for me. It's getting colder now, which is not a bad thing but it reminds me of sad things because it's so dreary. Rio is warm and sunny now so if that won't brighten my spirits I don't know what will.I slept relatively well last night but that was drug induced since my...

Today was better, much better. Aside from the fact that it took me a terribly long time to fall asleep last night, I slept late today and spent time with my parents. The distraction was great and I have a feeling that my dad can sense that something is wrong. He's asked if he could teach me how to play squash, took me to the supermarket, bought way too many things for me and asked me to watch a...

It's been hard, trying to sleep at night ever since he turned away and walked out of my life.He said it would be for the better, because everything is so complicated for him and that he needs to focus on her and that it makes no sense in me fighting against history, because history will always win. It's three months versus I-can't-even-fathom-how-many-years.I want to say that I've given up on him...

For years I was constantly plagued by one thing....the seemingly lifelong quest for that mysterious and downright illusive Unicorn. Until one day i found myself in the Forbidden Forest while ducking out of Transfiguration with my friends Boyo and Carla who are both in Hufflepuff but I don't hold it over their heads...often. Then, out of nowhere, while we were getting crunked on Butterbeer and...

The second Oozing Eyeball for this scare-tastic season has arrived and it's centered around the ever so lovely Tipsy Returns who surrounds herself with a cloak of mystery because all i really know is that her first name starts with an S and that her last name is Singh and that she can be found somewhere in India. Her about me section simply states: Coolest person on earth :P and there is not a...

Well in the spirit of Halloween...and the fact that the season is almost over...2 days..sheesh....it's best i start cracking on the oozing eyeballs that were promised.Finding the gem of a story From Durmstrang to Hogwarts was such a treat. The author, Lex Luthor, known as Ruth, with her wildly purple hair and a smile that makes you want to smile too because it's gloriously crooked in a way that...

In celebration of my favorite time of the year and slowly crawling out from under that tombstone....Welcome my pretties to Purple89's Candy Bowl *insert creepy cackle here*However before we start....I have to apologize to that one person last year who is still waiting for her oneshot....she was the only person who's story i didn't finish because i just ran dry in the smut department....you know...

Hello my darlings.....As the header says...i'm back.....It's been too long that i've been away but i needed to take a much needed break to focus on myself as a person and deal with some issues that have been taking a toll on my life. Needless to say...i'm almost better and have found the passion to write again.I've missed you all....Yes...i'm aware that i fell off the radar without so much as a...

Yes, i got the chance to see Avenged, FFDP and Avatar live on December 5th in Birmingham! It was blow mind. Everything was amazing. I had a fantastic time and memories to last a lifetime.Our seats were amazing too.....the guy who attended to us in VIP said that they were probably the best seats in the house because hot damn...Syn and JC sent love my way!! Probably because no one else in my row...

I'm leaving for England on Tuesday! I'm excited because there are a lot of people that i have to meet up. People that i went to school with when i used to live there! And then there's the Avenged Concert on the 5th where i will get to meet Rachel!! So excited!!! I have my red boots ready and her hair looks epic. We're going to have so much fun getting wasted after the best concert ever!I must...

Hi Guys,So if you did pick candy from my Candy Bowl then I just want you guys to know that I am slowly but surely getting through every single one of your requests. It'll take me some time because i dug myself in pretty deep by not setting limits so it really became a free for all but whatever....i don't back down from a challenge....I do have a shit load of things on my plate at the moment so...

Settle down children, I have a story to tell you. *cue music*It's a wonderful story about a lovely lady that has been a beacon of light through the darkest of times. To those of us who know this beautiful wonderwoman, she is simply Arianna. To others she is the vixen known as Mrs Shadows.I have watched Arianna grow over the last year and a half. I have watched her mature as a person. I'm so...

Rachel, Rachel, Rachel. What on earth can i possibly say about Rachel?She is talented, fucking hilarious, beautiful and one of the nicest people i've met on here!Rachel has a heart of gold and always has the best comments on any story i write. She always has the most analytical yet down right hilarious comments i've ever read....She certainly strokes my ego as an author too which can never ever be...

There is a girl named Niamh (God i hope i spelled that correctly) who calls herself The Shadow Queen these days. She is by far one of the most amazing people i've ever had the pleasure of "meeting". She's put up with my writer's block on some of the co-writes we've done, listened to be bitch and moan about the friends i have and has willingly dished out advice whenever i needed it. She also helped...

So, with the guidance of someone near and dear to me, I've decided to take Forbidden featuring Jimmy Sullivan out of the Avenged fandom and turn it into an original fiction.I would really like to call on all those that have read the Forbidden to support me by recommending the new story Forbidden Passion and following as each chapter goes by. I will leave a link to for the new story in the author's...

In celebration of my favorite time of the year.....here's my candy bowl!Let's get this started shall we?You can choose three items from the candy bowl....let's not be greedy now....Some of the choices have a limited amount of candy so hurry hurry hurry but remember you have to say Trick or Treat first!!Gummy Bones: Personalized One Shot (Limited 3 spaces) -Send me a message with your details, who...