Yes, there are times when I think I would be happier with my life if I had someone to lean on, besides my friends. I know that I annoy my friends when I'm always there, I know that I depend on them a little too much. But I honestly don't know where I would be in life right now without them. I probably would have moved to Nevada with my parents and became even more depressed than I am.But back to...

Sometimes I don't even know why I still have a Tumblr... I love the posts and everything but I originally made this to help people and/or make new friends... But the only time my inbox lights up is when someone answers me or a mass send... I know I might sound selfish right now but everyone I follow gets cute anons or funny anons or even random sexual anons... Do you know how many messages I get...

What if I'm not okay? I mean my life isn't necessarily bad, I have a family a family that supports me in almost anything I do. But I still find myself just faking happiness, smiling when all I want to do is sit and cry and possibly go to sleep and not wake up.I don't really want to die though, I just want to disappear. Start over and go to a place where nobody knows me and the only thing I can get...