A new, positive outlook on life.

Like I said in my previous blog I'm moving out and into an apartment with my best friend, Chloe. I'm taking this opportunity and am going to use it as a new chapter in my life.I've been working out at the gym four days a week with Chloe and for a two mile run on the other three days. I'm starting to use my money more wisely (even though I still do owe ~$100 to the bank..). Chloe and I are going to...
August 17th, 2012 at 06:04pm

I'm officially moving out. | All Stars Tour.

I'm still looking for takers to take part in a Motionless in White story I may do.. No guarantees it will be posted, but if you're interested get more info here or message me.-I'm moving out. Not ONLY because I want to but because I'm so fucking sick of my parents. Don't get me wrong. I love them and appreciate what they've done for me, but I DON'T appreciate being treated like shit and like I...
August 17th, 2012 at 04:22pm

Click this if you like Motionless in White.

This is more of a first-come, first-serve sort of thing...I have NO guarantee that this story will actually happen, but if it does, would someone want to "be a character" in it? It's a Motionless in White fanfiction. I only need/want one character to be the main character's best friend/band mate, ideally the drummer.So if anyone's interested, message me these details (I know it's extensive, but...
August 17th, 2012 at 02:51am

I'm in sooo much pain!

I've been going to the gym with my friend Chloe four days out of the week for the past few weeks, and my body is finally starting to realize just how much it hurts. We go for a two mile run the three days we're not going to the gym at ungodly hours, either freakishly early in the morning or at midnight.We do so fucking much at the gym.- elliptical on level five (I'm lame I know!) for 30 minutes,...
August 16th, 2012 at 10:15pm

...Again, fanfiction help and a few questions. Please answer!

Because I didn't really get any answers on my last blog about this:Does anyone happen to have read or written a Motionless in White fanfiction that is NOT a slash or high school romance sort of deal? Because I'm madly in love with one that features Of Mice & Men ("Don't Stare, it's Rude") but I can't seem to find any others that aren't slash or a completely different situation. Like...
August 16th, 2012 at 12:40am

Motionless in White and possibly writing a fanfiction for the first time. | Physicals and weight loss.

I went to the doctor today and had to get a physical. I FUCKING hate physicals! I don't enjoy being groped by doctors, even if it is to check for breast cancer and even if it is a female doctor. Don't touch my boobs. I was overdue for one though because I've been putting it off for over a year..I lost eight pounds since my last physical! I had no idea my weight had changed at all. Apparently the...
August 15th, 2012 at 08:18pm

AWKWARD.

Oh my gosh, no one will care about this but I have to rant about something real quick.At work today, it was super busy. I was stressed out because I had accidentally overbooked one of the stylists and in turn fucked everyone else over. One of the clients that were coming in, I knew her name sounded familiar. It was bugging me because I couldn't remember where she was from or how I knew her. But....
August 15th, 2012 at 05:51am

Days 17-30, I'm sick of these: iPod; something you miss; ex; what if; pride; future; TV; learn; looking forward to; wedding; city; stress; hero; picture of myself.

These last few days are really boring, so I'm going to combine them into one massive Day 17 - Day 30 Blog of the 30 Day Blog Challenge.-Day 17: Put your iPod on shuffle and list the first 10 songs."Aim and Ignite" - F.U.N."Houdini" - Foster the People"Boyfriend" - Justin Bieber"Billy in 4C Never Saw it Coming" - Motionless in White"We Don't Care" - MGMT"Queen Wasp" - The Misfits"Victim" - 18...
August 14th, 2012 at 07:27pm

I AM SO SCREWED!

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK!My bank.. Oh my gosh. I had ordered some things online a while ago and the order was just confirmed this afternoon. I was checking my bank account online and saw the worst thing ever.-$73.84.WITH A $35 OVERDRAFT FEE ON TOP OF THAT. I owe the bank one hundred fucking dollars! All my money has been transfered to my savings because I need to stop spending every last...
August 14th, 2012 at 05:55am

Day 14, 15, 16: A picture of you from last year - how have you changed; death row meal; your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it.

I've been slacking on these!Day 14: A picture of yourself from last year; how have you changed?I'd like to think I've changed for the better, based on looks.. I look HORRIBLE as a blond. Other than hair changing and ear gauging, I haven't changed that much since last year. I think I've matured slightly. I've grown to accept who I am. I also graduated high school! It took a year longer than...
August 14th, 2012 at 03:53am

Day 11, 12, 13: A quote you love; something you don't leave the house without; goals.

Because there's no way I'd be able to make each individual one 200+ words, I'm combining them like the smart cookie I usually am.A quote I love.. There really aren't any quotes that inspire me per se, but there are a lot of lyrics that I love, either because they're true, they remind me of someone/something, or.. I just like them."Our worst wounds we inflict upon ourselves."Motionless in...
August 12th, 2012 at 03:46pm

Day 10: Something you're afraid of.

Would you believe me if I said I almost forgot to post this? Considering how I've been putting up to three per day, I'm surprised at myself ahah.Anyway, I don't have many fears.. Needles, bugs, spiders, clowns. None of those scare me. Certain situations have scared the shit out of me. But there aren't many specific things that scare me, ahah.Well, I get anxious more than scared. I forget...
August 12th, 2012 at 02:53am

Day 9: A picture of your best friend. | Includes more pictures, drunken/high adventures, and some story telling.

I've been looking forward to this day, even though it's not yet day nine.My best friend is Chloe-Isla, aka Pumpkin. I've loved her since day one from the bottom of my heart. She is literally my soul mate and my other half. We complete each other.We also share a common love for Bacardi.We both look like shit, don't hate.Anyway I have a story from the night of the first picture, even though we were...
August 11th, 2012 at 06:11am

I just got called countless names by a six year old.

HE CALLED ME FAT.THE FUCKER CALLED ME FAT.This is why I hate children. Oh my gosh. This kid is so misbehaved! Ever since I started babysitting him, I knew he'd be more and more trouble with the older he got. What six year old knows "motherfucker"? What six year old knows "bitch" is "female dog" and also INAPPROPRIATE yet INSISTS on calling me it?I'm running on little to no sleep and my patience is...
August 10th, 2012 at 10:55pm

Day 8: A place you've traveled and where else you want to travel.

Max is going to be the death of me. He's my dad's best friend's six year old son. This is the first moment of peace I've gotten in hours. He woke me up at 4:30 in the morning! Who does that?It's 2:15 in the afternoon now, and I haven't gotten a break until now. My parents are working, so I'm left to deal with him. I've taken care of him multiple times before, but the kid's a hyperactive mess....
August 10th, 2012 at 08:23pm

No, this can't happen. Just.. no. Why am I agreeing to this? | Day 7: What makes you happy.

My father's best friend and his wife are going on vacation tomorrow until the 24th. His sister backed out last minute to babysitting their six year old son, Max.I have no idea why they're not taking Max with them but I don't care enough to ask.I overhear my father talking on the phone with Brian, his best friend. He says "yeah, bring him over here."What? I try and grab his attention because no way...
August 10th, 2012 at 02:01am

I made an amazing signature, nbd. | Champions!

Awe I hope that isn't too big to fit correctly.That's what she said?I'm very proud of it. I made it all by myself, and I'm not even good at BBCode. :o)I was going to do the entire song, which is really only five lines, but that alone took twenty or so minutes. It's my favorite lyric, anyway. Not just in that song in particular.I've been on an OM&M kick, lately. I love them dearly,...
August 9th, 2012 at 10:32pm

Day 6: Pet peeves.

Oh my gosh I've been waiting for this day. I have soooo many pet peeves. I would never be able to list them all in one sitting but I'll list the first few that come to mind.- When people don't close their mouth when they cough or sneeze.It's just nasty ok. That's a good way to spread your nasty ass germs that no one wants. And it's rude. Don't get your snoogies on me, I don't appreciate it. I also...
August 9th, 2012 at 04:31pm

Day 5: What song inspires you.

I know I'm cheating on these days! My 30 days will be over in ten, tops.Don't judge me. My friend abandoned me, ahah. We were supposed to go out tonight and as you can tell it never happened. I'm really pissed actually, but I'm not going to bitch about it. Yet.--A song that inspires me.. "Bella Luna" by Jason Mraz is definitely one of them. It's such a beautiful song. I've loved him for years upon...
August 9th, 2012 at 05:50am

I have a favor to ask..again. | I CANNOT go a day without arguing with my mother! (Day 4: Your parents.)

Can someone please make me a blog layout? I know exactly how I would like it to look but it's impossible for me to make one. It doesn't load, save, or do anything on my computer and I'm on my phone right now and no way in hell could I do it here.Thank you so much to electric goat for making me this lovely layout. :DAnyways since I'm about to go on a rant about my mother I figured I'd just do all...
August 9th, 2012 at 01:08am