Yeah, I'd be happy actually getting a Christmas with him... This is our 3rd Christmas and we still have yet to see each other or spend any time with each other during the actual day, not even spent a Christmas Eve or Boxing Day with him! And sometimes I don't even see him on the week leading up to Christmas, it's a quick swap of presents and he's gone until Christmas is all over! I hate it. I hate Christmas, and I bugs me knowing that he's probably just sat in his room like any other day, and I can't be with him. It just sucks :/
I'll end up wearing flaming pjs now... I mean Jackie's getting her haircut tomorrow (bitch never offered to make me an appointment xD) SO we can't go to town, and I NEED to try things on especially if it's trousers because I will not be happy if I'm sat there in trousers that are baggy... I hate that.... and I won't be happy if a dress makes me look like a tent!!!
Lewis is just awkward... He always says nothing... I mean I don't know what to buy a male person for Christmas. If I had loads of money I'd buy him loads of different things so then he could just yknow... at least I'd have a chance of him liking at least one of the items.. but I don't, so he gets one thing... and Yeah.. xD
I don't even see the point, it's just they're all Catholics over there. I mean I wasn't going before, but she's asked for me to go, she told Mark that she wants me to go!!!
Jackie said we're gonna go out to buy something to wear for it, but I have no idea if I should go for a dress, or if I should go for black trousers and a top... I mean being pregnant doesn't help... I mean I will get them to fit obviously, but I hate trying on clothes as it is... trying them on with a small bump will make me feel bad xD
I've been asked to go to a Christening! Well, apparently Ashleigh (my cousin, she's a year older than me) wants me to go. It's her baby that's being christened. I've never been to one before, and I haven't seen Ashleigh for yearssss!!! That's probably why she wants me to go xD
I've got no clothes to wear though and I can't drink :( Damned Bambino being inside me, disallowing me to drink! Not that I would anyway, but y'know... the option would be there, now I have no choice xD
I thought I was going to get a cold from being caught in the rain yesterday, and because my immune system is down because of bambino... but I'm fine today.