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I'm having today off, because I just feel sick and tired, and I actually had to convince myself why it's good to go today, so Jackie just said to stay home today, so I reported my absence online and I just said stomach bug... I'm gonna go in tomorrow though, I'll just borrow any notes if they do actual work and such... I'm gonna just rest today :)

Just earlier I was wondering how long it's been since college started.. it feels like months... I cannot continue on like this.. I don't think I'll last past Christmas :( Idk, we'll see. I just feel like blech all the time. I have a full day tomorrow too... :/

I can't eat proper meals because it's too heavy on my stomach.. I'm going to be living off like pasties and snacks all the time :/

I don't know when to leave, but I figured since my actual lecture isn't until 11:45 I can get on the 10:20ish bus, it doesn't matter if I'm a bit later than I said to Bethanie! I hope she meets me in the reception area though!!!

Hah, silly children :3

I really don't feel like going to college tomorrow, it's only one class/lecture/lesson whatever you feel like calling it. I'd love to come home but I think Lewis is coming over again, I could just come home and then tell him to get a bus straight up or something I guess...

Not really, right now I'm just at a stage were any food mentioned makes me feel sick... I'm like 8 weeks now roughly.. I hope this sickness thing doesn't last too long with me, seeing as I have college now lol.

Haha sorry, I've got to the point now where I'm just not going to eat. IT doesn't like my favourite foods :(

Awwh, babies don't like me. I hold them and they cry, it's because they can sense that I'm like nervous and such, and they don't like it. I'm fine when they're nearly a year old! You can just have my baby until it's one xD You'll do a much better job! :P

I don't like when I get out of baths all pink and hot, it's not relaxing at all. I just love showers! :)

I have the joys of 'morning' sickness now. It's stupid though because by the time the morning comes, I've digested all my food, so it's just like stomach acid or whatever... yuck I know. >.<

Haha, the amount of times I've panicked like mad to do some work, and they haven't taken it in! Sometimes I just want to shove it in their faces and say 'AVE IT! I ACTUALLLY DID IT SO YOU TAKE IT! But, I'm not cheeky like that :P

I just had a nice shower, this is the comfiest I've been for like weeks! :)

I love it! It can also be said as Lyelah but Im not fond on that!

I'm gonna sleep too. Sleep well yourself, enjoy your day + love you too xxxx

When I first saw it, I said it aloud as Leela, I know a lot of teachers in the future will be asking her. Lewis complained said Leela has one eye, and Layla is the girl in tracey beaker that is disabled... -_-

Well, I saw it and just loved it. I love how it's spelt mainly, it just looks pretty to me. It's Leila. It can be said as either Leela, like from Futurama, or Layla. I just love it... I don't mind which it's said as, but seeing as I've officially decided on if it's a girl, Leila as her first name, I'll let Lewis decide on how to say it! :P

>.>

Oh, I've just fallen in love with a different name, so those names are pointless now lol :P x

Adam doesn't shock me, most boys at my school, in my classes caused trouble though, so I would have just guessed all their names!

Everyone seems to remember my thing for Zach! I just announced to my friend from School, Kirsty.. when I was telling her about names, and I said Zach, she was just like Oh yeah I remember! I'm writing down names that pop into my head that I like atm. So far, I have four, and they're not that nice, Lillie, Robyn, Grace and May (May because that's the month Lewis asked me out, I think it's better suited as a middle name). Yeah, not that great, but It's early days lol.

I am serious! Her middle name would be Emily probably :), but of course seeing as I know a Emily here, she's like my cousin sorta thing I'd make it clear that it's after you.. . I'm gonna tell Lewis that too, he'll know I'm serious because I talk about you a lot :D

If it's a boy, well I've always wanted to call my first boy Zach, not Zachary, just Zach! Lewis hates the name though because apparently all boys named Zach are idiots. So, I'm not sure. I'm not sure on first names for a girl either really. I want to talk to Lewis properly about names, but I don't think it's real to him yet!

Something just popped into my mind. Earlier, Jackie asked me if I would prefer a boy or girl. I don't really mind, but it got me thinking of baby names. I was just thinking if I had a girl, I'd want it to be named after you somehow, because I love you and how awesome you've been to me :D

I've read it all, and I barely understood half of the karting talk haha, but I agree with you, your dad does sound negative, he should just praise you and be happy for you :) :P

Christ that was a long comment :P I'll read it later. Just thought id point out that I'm awake before 7. I can't be doing this every morning!

I always wear clothes when they're wet, haha, I just steal them from the radiators and shove them on, but it is a nightmare with jeans, when i sit down.

I keep forgetting that I'm able to use the washing machine myself. I'm just afraid of using it when Jackie is around because I feel like she'll just come up and say "that's too much" or "those don't go with those" It's the exact reason I don't cook!!

When they're away, I'm like super woman! I know though, I'll be washing my jeans as soon as I take them off! I love when they're away! I like being independent. :3 Which is why I can't wait to live somewhere with Lewis! :)

OH! They've gone in the wash, more chance of them being dry now :3
Lewis just text me saying 'glad I own my personal psychopath'!

Yup, first one in 4 years!! I wanted a sausage, but it had to be from the chip shop, else I wouldn't have eaten it.

I had to sit through alllll the same things as before, all the speeches from the lecturers were the exact same as they were 2 years ago!! Oh, except this time the nurse was on holiday, in china apparently, walking the wall.

Urgh, I just found out that I have no jeans for tomorrow :( My favourite jeans haven't been washed! They've been in the wash for ages now too :( sucks! :/ Ima just shove them in laterr when Mark takes Jackie to work, and put them in the tumble dryer too probably, even though they'll probably shrink, and that's the last thing I want them to do, I mean I'm getting bigger not smaller, sadly. I ordered some clothes a size up from my normal size last night, I was going to choose next day delivery, but that's before 7pm, and I thought I had plenty of time. Oh how I was wrong :/. There is a SMALL chance that they'll get here tomorrow morning before I need to leave for college, I'll be happy then, I won't even care if they're too big, I'lll still wear them lol.