This Girl...

Zoey Elizabeth.My step-sister from Pennsylvania. Keyword, sister.She's twelve. Just turned twelve on January 23rd. I've known the girl since she was eight and her brother was eleven. I used to be closer to her brother, Ethan. But then, she grew up. I hadn't seen Zoey in a few years. Hadn't even heard from her or about her.I went to Pennsylvania in November of 2014 for a Black Veil Brides concert,...
February 11th, 2015 at 02:55am

My First Date!

So, last night was my very first date, and it was amazing.I was really nervous. Like, sick to my stomach, shaking nervous. Every car that went by our house I was like, "Is that them?!" and my mom was like, "No!" I. Was. Dying.When the finally got here, my mom told me to go to the door, and I was walking at a snail's pace to the door. I stood there, staring at my mom like, "Oh my God, this is...
February 8th, 2015 at 09:27pm

It's Been Forever!

Okay, so I know I haven't blogged (or done anything else on here for that matter) in forever. I've been busy, if you can believe it.I have a new job, but I'm not sure if I already told you. I'm just going to tell you again anyway. I used to work with my grandfather at his gold and jewelry stand at the flea market. Well, he closed that down. Now I'm working at his snowball stand, that's less than...
July 14th, 2014 at 07:30pm

This Week Has Been Rough Already...

Okay, so a lot has been going on in my life recently. To add to the mix of craziness, my grandmother has been having some... issues.Monday, we met the ambulance at the hospital. My grandmother needed x-rays on her leg. Long story short, a long time ago, she was involved in a major car accident. From the waist down, she pretty much nothing but metal, and she was afraid that something had come...
May 8th, 2014 at 12:17am

If Something Doesn't Change Soon...

Okay, this blog is going to be relatively short. It's also a rant. So, if it's not what you were expecting, feel free to hit the back button.My dad's partner, Mike, is pissing me the fuck off. All he does is complain, complain, complain. It's always something with him! He's always talking about other people, but believes that he's fucking perfect. NEWSFLASH - you're not. I haven't talked to my dad...
April 24th, 2014 at 01:13am

Continuation of My Last Blog || Driving Classes + My New Job || Other Things...

As some of you may know (well, whoever read my last blog will know) my grandfather was sick. Well, he passed away on Wednesday April 2nd, 2014 at two o'clock in the morning. My mom broke the news to me at four, when she woke her husband and son up to go to Philadelphia. I was able to suppress tears for a bit, but eventually broke down in my mom's arms.The funeral was on Saturday April 12th, 2014....
April 22nd, 2014 at 06:27pm

The question is - am I strong enough to deal with this?

These are all pictures of my grandfather, Dallas Ruark. Recently, his health has been deteriorating. It's to a point now that the nursing home has moved him to the room a the end of the hall. It's big enough for family to stay in, if that tells you anything. He's in a coma-like state; he can't eat or drink, speak, or move. Now, he twitches his legs sometimes as he dreams, but that's the most...
April 1st, 2014 at 12:44am

It's my birthday!

Yes! It's my birthday! I'm seventeen, finally. One more year, and I'll be an adult. Or, as Shaun says, an "adult-child".So, this past weekend, Shaun came down with Nanny, and my little tyke. We stayed at Meagan and Josh's place for the weekend, which was fun. Friday night, it was just me, Shaun, Nyrie, Meagan, and Josh. Saturday, we met up with Kyle, Paula and Tom at Crown Sports. We played some...
March 19th, 2014 at 07:41pm

Best. Valentine's Day. Ever!

Okay, so I know this is a little late, but here it goes anyway.So, the guy I was talking about in my last post and I? We're over. Playing with my head and my emotions, I couldn't take it anymore. So, I dumped him. On to the next one, right? Just kidding, just kidding.I met another guy, his name is Cody. Being the sweetest guy I've ever met, it was hard not to fall for him. We talk every day, and...
February 17th, 2014 at 04:03am

At least I have my new piercing to keep me company...

Sunday, I came up to Pennsylvania with my birth dad, Shaun. I've had fun so far, and we're going shopping tomorrow. The only problem is - while most people are out having fun with their friends, or are in with their family for New Year's Eve... I'm alone. Well, I'm not alone, but everyone else is in bed asleep. So basically, I'm alone. I can't really blame them though. They have lives.In other...
January 1st, 2014 at 05:28am

So, I went shopping...

Today, I went shopping. I spent $60 of my Christmas money, and saved $60 for when I go to Pennsylvania on Sunday.Over all, I'm very proud of myself. I spent all of my "spendable" money, and got some pretty nice things!I got Organix Argan Oil of Morocco shampoo, conditioner, and penetrating oil for my hair. I also got a studded headband and a pair of CZ hoops. I got two necklace and earring sets...
December 27th, 2013 at 09:20pm

I'm so furious with myself!

As you may know, I have decided to get my GED.I went in and took the pretest, and that was an ordeal in itself. Anyway, I passed, and got an e-mail saying that classes didn't start for another six weeks.Well, I just had a strange gut feeling to check my school e-mail, which was created specially for my GED classes.I...Have...Missed...The...Deadline.Imagine the great disappointment I'm feeling...
October 29th, 2013 at 12:30am

You thought your Monday was bad?

Worst. Monday. Ever.Earlier today, my brother asked if I had any Wii games. I said yes, but only one. He asked what it was, and I told him it was Michael Jackson: The Experience. It's a dancing game, for those of you who are unfamiliar with it. I let him play it, but told him to be careful with it, since I borrowed it from my dad (and he doesn't know).I told him if he played, he absolutely had to...
October 22nd, 2013 at 04:17am

Without a doubt, worst day of my life.

You know how I said that the GED pre-testing was today? Well, I went.I have been nervous about it since I found out the date. I've been brushing up on my math skills, not really bothering with the English. I mean, come on.So, I dressed comfortably and took everything I'd need (pencils, photo identification, etc). When I got there, I had to wait for a little while before I began testing.I finished...
September 26th, 2013 at 03:24am

Shopping AĆ©ropostale & other things + one of my all time favorite GIFs!

Last night, I was up until two in the morning working on my writing. Before that, I was making a wishlist on AĆ©ropostale's website. I "wished" for seven shirts and two hoodies, which I hope to recieve either before or on Christmas day.Also! My mom got a call back from the woman in charge of setting the dates for the GED pre-testing. Next Wednesday at six I'm going in to take the pre-test. I'm a...
September 17th, 2013 at 05:57pm

Holy crap, I'm filled with so much satisfaction right now!

So, I'm sitting here watching Men In Black 3, and the guy who plays Boris the Animal sounded extremely familiar. I sat there thinking for a minute and then realized who he sounded like. Kieran, from Dinner for Schmucks.I tell my dad and Mike, "He sounds just like Kieran from Dinner for Schmucks!" So, I IMDb'd Men In Black 3 and looked for the guy who plays Boris. His real name is Jemaine Clement....
September 8th, 2013 at 02:48am

There are no words to describe my embarrassment right now...

Y'all, I did something big.I sent a picture of myself in War Paint to the Black Veil Brides fan e-mail. They posted it in their album, Wild Ones 4 on Facebook, and I just saw it. I'm like, ew. What the fuck was I thinking? My step-dad, Mike was like, "Send a pic!" I told him "No" because I hated the picture. Peer pressure you guys. It's never a good thing. I gave in, and posted the picture on my...
August 23rd, 2013 at 01:54am

I understand that he's homeless, but still!

Wednesdays are busy for me. Therapy day.Today, I had my psych therapist at one, and my other therapist at two. I filled my psych therapist in on what has happened these past few weeks, and we talked about other things as well. My other therapist gave me a fun little worksheet to fill out, talking about what my "stage name" would be were I famous. I wrote down, Christie Isabelle. It's not too far...
August 22nd, 2013 at 12:07am

This week has been bittersweet...

Well, since Monday, I've been a little upset.You know how I told you I was going to go to my sister's this weekend? Apparently, I can't. Something to do with her parents arguing or something. I don't know, but it pissed me off. So, I've worked through not being able to go, just waiting for next weekend.So, all week, I've been counting the days until next Thursday or Friday so I can go back over...
August 17th, 2013 at 01:16am

Spent the weekend with my sister!

Okay, y'all. So, Friday, I went with my pop-pop Marty to visit my little sister, Angel. Friday, we had McDonald's for lunch and ribs for dinner. Angel and I stayed up until seven o'clock in the morning, and she finally crashed. She's a pretty cool cat, staying up with me like that. Not many nine years olds would have the strength to keep their eyes open, when they wanted to sleep. We took...
August 11th, 2013 at 02:35am