frankly it's not very good....i'm back from tiree; and i wrote a bit while i was there, but it sucks. so it might be a bit dull for a while until i write something worth writing....I'm feeling the pinch of being a stereotype that doesn't fit the stereotype at the moment. creatively it's all dark.... musically i'm writing more psychedelic doom.... and i'm listening to an increasing amount of Black...

i suspect i've spelt it wrong anyway, but you know, we are insignificant. and if you cannot find your reason there is surely nothing....wow, thats a bit depressing isn't it. but it's the only assumption you can make while remaining sane and reasonable.admittedly we are still forced to permanent agnosticism, but all i can percieve is nothingness as long as i don't have a purpose.then again, do we...

i did have a lovely horror short story half done... but i don't know what to do with it anymore.....it seems that i can't really write much these days.... gladly i just quit my job (in a fantastically dramatic fashion) and i'll be off to tiree soon, hopefully the quiet little island up north shall help me think of something....i write this as if anyone really cares.... well i hope you come across...

Don't worry this isn't about the end of one's life...just thinking a lot at the moment, as my time at college has drawn to a close... here are some lines:and thus you look at me as if i barely existedand i knowyou don't existyet another maskyours hangs loosethe cracks are showing throughwhat people see as my mask is what i am. i am not that nice normal person, i am he who worships the trees. the...

well i've recently been listening to classic 80's goth-rock, being the big smelly makeup wearer that i am!...anyway, listening to the likes of Bauhaus, the Cure, Siouxsie and the Banshees, and of course the Sisters of Mercy.... it sorta dawned on me, since essentially the early goth-rock bands were all taking aspects of Post-Punk and going a bit darker with it...and since Indie/Alternative Rock...

first things first... i think morrisey pre-empted the death of princess diana (btw the world should get over her it's been years; it's not a conspiracy its drunk driving)....also i've finished the most recent draft of my poetry collection, quite a few of them are up here (and more shall be tonight) but feel free to email me for a copy.my email for the poetry is: Shootmybaby@hotmail.comsend us an...

well then, lady wolf; don't take this too hard.Here i am, the great supporting role in the drama of your life. I've seen your characters, they're all yourself; or perhaps who you want to be.the confident, secure beings, with real problems, although they deny them. You are the natural protagonist, you stride forth, affecting events around you, while still remaining enigmatic. If anything, what...

so whats been happening in my land of concept albums and illness.... what indeed sunshine!my body is officially giving up on me, it's had enough, and i don't blame it. i've been listening to daft punk a lot... and starsailor...... and nick drake....i've been quite tame and mainstream!i need someone to proofread my collection "poetic justice" so if someone has an obscene amount of time... enough to...

I'm awake... fantastic.It seems that all opinions are wrong in the world, because they are opinions; however much we say they are the truth, they cannot be, because they are opinions....also there is no objective truth, nothing is certain; who even knows if i exist right?that aside; life seems to be good, i am content with myself, and the reason for this is that i've seen what i would be if i...

just been the usual recluse recently......went to a guitar demonstration the other day; and my god faridas are cheap! well in britain they are; because only one shop sells them. about the quality of a £600 fender for about £200! rather awesome!anyway i wrote some interesting stuff last night (music...) so i'm thinking of doing yet another project under the title of "the zoanthrope".... some...

I've only just noticed I've been writing articles about the intricacies of Asimov's fictional universe! I'm officially a nerd in the biblical sense!Of course I have to strongly recommend him, because it's quite deep for sci-fi, and that's hard to find in this current world of teen sci-fi being everywhere, and when it's not that it's some random post-apocalyptic rubbish! Hasn't it been done...

i'm back to haveing mutiple in the crisis area of life.... old people coming about and landing a massive wad of guilt for past actions upon me... thanks to people who support me then now and in the future.... i know i hate most of humanity but theres a fair few of you helping me out incredibly.i've managed to do another draft of poetic justice, about 22 poems long, one page of rant about why you...

two pronged argument here; one on the definition and one on what i prefer....now for the definition:you see i recently had a big argument with an ex over metal; i beleive the quote is "so heavy metal's dark and gloomy and gothic metal's broody and depressing?"obviously jokingly; she didn't really understand why i said that she listened to heavy metal.this is a common assumption that heavy metal is...

talking so some people recently i've noticed how many people hate their fathers. especially when their parents are divorced....this i don't quite get... my parents had divorced long ago; and yet i feel this strong admiration for my father; he's a rather awesome bloke... i mean many aspects of who i am today are because of him; playing the guitar, obsession with Sci-fi and film in general.... it's...

it seems that we're all here to earn the respect of our cohorts, i mean we're trying our best to get noticed by anyone, so that we can feel that something we've done is of some value.well perhaps there is value which isn't noticed.another point; i've noticed an incredible amount of rhyme on this site... sometimes with drastic results...rhyme is uneccessary in poetry, it only hinders your ability...

Captain’s log stardate 23.94.3Current emotions are up and down. The average day in the life of the worthless; wishing to rest eternally but being dragged into this catatonic state known as reality. Perpetual naval gazing of the daily grind, doing little of value, is this at all worth it?“It’s important so you have a future.”Fat chance! My future doesn’t exist; it’s forever going to be...

recently been helping out a mate with his mc-work.... its a bit strange.anyway point is, that it is suspiciously hard to sort out a beat to be the right speed etc. and also be interesting.... just felt like sharing a fustration of mine... his poetry is at such a strange speed... but it is cool.... heres a quick stanza/verse/whateverwe used spend all day in bednow she fights the pixolated living...

i've been thinking recently about the nature of reality, getting to the old everything is nothing conclusion. but is that anywhere near the truth? if you go into it looking for that conclusion that's the conclusion you'll reach. so it's a pretty stupid persuit if know have any prior knowledge.... so really it's never going to work.otherwise i've been listening to a lot of concept albums... they've...

it seems rather prose orientated but thats ok i guess.hopefully soon i'll collect my thoughts close enough together to write a decent article, until then you have my poetry... almost all from the collection know as "poetic justice." it's all generally about a painful period of my life, and a few interesting writings, it seemed back then that poems were coming out like bullets from a metaphorical...