Lina's Life Update (Mention of Suicide Attempt)

Hello, everyone!It's been a while. For a minute there, I was unable to log in because I forgot my password. Lol!!Life had been... crazy the past year or so.I'm growing incredibly unhappy with my job every day. I don't feel the joy of working anymore and in turn, it causes my work performance to suffer greatly.I started seeing a therapist. Talking to her helps a little to put things into...
July 7th, 2020 at 11:34am

Friends

I will not say that I don't have friends. Because that will undermine all the friends I do have and that's unfair to them.But... I don't have a friend whom I can positively say I can rely on.And no. It's not them. I know I have a few close friends who would bend over backwards to help me if I ever get in trouble or need their help. I know those people are there for me. I'm not too ungrateful to...
May 15th, 2019 at 06:11am

Spiralling Down

Do you know that feeling when you're surrounded by people and you still feel alone?Do you know that feeling when you're laughing and joking but you still feel empty at the same time?Do you know that feeling when you try to do things that usually make you happy and you feel... almost nothing? The joy is short-lived.I can feel myself slipping into old habits but I just... I can't stop.I don't want...
May 14th, 2019 at 03:41pm

Meet Zahra Razali - A Dare Blog

Hi all,I'm here to complete a dare from Molly, which you can find here. I know I'm 4 days late but I have my reasons. Lol! But anyway, here goes!The character I chose is from a story I haven't yet posted here since I'm still in the planning stage. But since she's my latest project, I think it's time for me to introduce her to y'all. Here's the link to the story page.ps: Questions in bold, answers...
April 13th, 2019 at 04:27pm

Posting My First Story After So Long

Hello!So I got in an accident this morning. Nothing serious, so no worries. I was a bit shaken when it happened but physically, I'm okay. My car on the other hand... had seen better days. But I called my boss and told him I'm taking today off because I just can't handle it right now. He understood so yeah, off day for me today.Now we got that out of the way.Referring to my previous blog, I'm back...
March 21st, 2019 at 02:13am

Possibility of Returning

Hi, everyone.Not more than a year ago, I wrote a blog saying goodbye because I felt like I was done with writing and all.Well, lately, I just really missed writing. And I tbh I don't know any other creative writing sites except mibba and Ao3 where I can post my fanfics. But thing is, now, I don't think I only want to write fanfics so that's the limit with Ao3.I doubt I would be as active as I used...
March 19th, 2019 at 08:57am

I'm Feeling Nostalgic

Hello, everyone.I'm not sure if anyone still remembers me.It's okay.About 8 months ago I posted a blog saying I was leaving this site.I did.I was away for 8 months.A lot had happened in those 8 months.I lost a couple of friends, I guess.It's okay though.I learned that not everyone is meant to stay in your life.I have deleted my Instagram and Facebook accounts because they just get boring I still...
December 14th, 2018 at 06:36am

I'm Leaving and This Time It's Probably for Good

Mibba is now just a skeleton of what I used to love.I've been here since I was 14. And in two weeks, I'm turning 26. That's 12 years of being here.This place used to be where I went to whenever I needed to escape life. Everyone here used to be so relatable and I used to wish that I could stay forever.Now.I feel like I have nothing left here.Nobody knows me here anymore. And no one is to blame for...
March 28th, 2018 at 11:47am

Lina Talks Color

Hello everyone.How you doing? I'm good. I'm fine. It's Friday and it's public holiday because of Chinese New Year so no work today woohoo!Anyway, today I wanna talk about something a little bit sensitive. Eh. Maybe not THAT sensitive but it is an issue that I have with make up companies.Imma talk about colors.I am Asian, a Malay. Just so you know there are other Asians aside from Koreans, Chinese...
February 16th, 2018 at 05:02am

Lina Misses Everyone

Hi everyone.How is everyone doing? I feel like it's been super long since I'm properly on this site. I kinda miss you people.Anyway, a bit of a life update.Nothing.My life is a bit stagnant right now. My job is okay though I'm a bit meh about it. I'm still single though I feel like I'm now ready to give my heart to someone ya know. I have so much love to give. But Idk. Ahah! I don't even know how...
February 15th, 2018 at 02:04am

Lina's Take on Cultural Appropriation

Hello, everyone!The best thing about the internet is that we can learn a lot of things from all over the world without actually having to go places. From the internet, we can educate ourselves on a lot of different things and for me, that is amazing!From the internet, I also learned about cultural appropriation. Okay, so from what I understand after seeing some arguments and reading people's...
October 26th, 2017 at 01:55am

Dream Daddy Inspired Story?

Hello everyone!So like a few weeks ago I watched Dan and Phil playing this new game called Dream Daddy. And I was interested in the game and I managed to download it into my laptop and I started playing.When I was watching Dan and Phil, my top two choices were Craig and Mat. Craig because he was supposed to be the old friend and I had a feeling there was some backstory there between them as well....
September 4th, 2017 at 07:43am

Work Stress

Hello everyone!How are you doing? Well, I hope.I haven't completely disappeared from mibba. In fact, I still do come here daily just to check on things. I just don't feel like posting much because what's the point? Nobody cares anyway. I guess I'm still here because this place is so nostalgic to me. Heh.Anyway! Ever since I got confirmed as the permanent staff like two months ago, work had been...
August 23rd, 2017 at 03:08pm

Teen Wolf/Supernatural Crossover Role-Play?

Hello, everyone!How are you guys doing? It's been a while since I last posted a blog here. Ahah! Life's been busy. Work's been crazy ever since I got absorbed as a permanent staff (no longer a contract employee here yo!) a couple months ago.Anyway, Effy had just started to get into Teen Wolf lately. And before Teen Wolf, she also got into Supernatural. And we got this idea of a cross-over between...
August 20th, 2017 at 02:31pm

My Opinions

Disclaimer: This is mainly my opinions on these controversial issues. This does not mean that these are the only opinions that are valid. If you have different thoughts and stand on these issues, it’s totally up to you. If you feel the need to openly discuss about these issues in this platform, feel free to do so. I may not reply to all because sometimes I just don’t feel the need to push the...
May 12th, 2017 at 02:12am

New Story Coming Up?

Hello, everyone!How are you today!I have a new story idea. Well, actually, it wasn't so new. I've had this idea since I was 15 but it was buried somewhere in the depth of my mind over the years because I wasn't sure if I could do it justice. But now since I'm trying to get back into the world of writing, I thought, why not give it a go, right?So this story will be a fantasy-based story which will...
April 7th, 2017 at 05:29am

I Had a Dream

Hello, everyone!I wasn't lying when I said in my previous blog that I'm coming back. I will try to post one blog every day to show you guys how serious I am.Anyway, yesterday I had this really cool yet quite creepy dream. It was very Alice in Wonderland-ish feels. And I know for a fact that it makes a really good story idea because I love that kind of stories.The dream started with me, me dad, me...
April 6th, 2017 at 02:37am

I Am Back! (Kinda)

Hello, everyone!Okay, with this blog I'm officially announcing that I am back people!I haven't been on mibba much in the past few months. Mostly because of the time constraint. And also I have really shitty internet coverage at my previous rental house. Not that I've moved to another house with better coverage, I think I can try to be more active on here.I started working last August and that's...
April 5th, 2017 at 02:55am

I Don't Know What to Title This

For a couple of months now we found out that my grandma is diagnosed with breast cancer. It's only stage two and the doctor did say that it can be completely removed through surgery.Yeay, that should be good news, right?Or so we thought.Last week, my uncle took my grandma to see the anaesthetic specialist to talk about the surgery and after tests upon tests were done, the doctor said that my...
February 21st, 2017 at 08:41am

Lina's Limited Experience on Tinder

Hell, everyone!So about two days ago, I installed Tinder on my phone.There's really no reason behind it besides the fact that I wanna see what's the hype around it. I'm no stranger to making connections online. I used to regularly visit local chatrooms when I was younger and I participated in a lot of online forums and I've made a lot of friends online, some of them from mibba. However, this is...
February 16th, 2017 at 02:36pm